taylorht8397
December 28th, 2014, 04:53 AM
Today I found out that the guy I had a crush on is evidently a gay hater (surprise surprise) everyone seams to be. So I was a bit disappointed. Then again, who wouldn't be? As I went on, I found a picture of the guy and his three friends holding up a bloody coyote that they shot. Was pretty disturbed about that too. Me being upset, I went to my friend and told him what I had found out and that I was disappointed. His response to the first thing was "lol hint" and i flew off the handle and said it was'nt funny. Then I wrote about that picture with the coyote and he responded "lol" with that so I let him have it and told him he was a jerk, and that he made me sick and I never thought he'd get pleasure out of my unhappiness. He hasn't read those messages or responded to them. I always kind of had the feeling that he wasn't that great of friend and that he had ulterior motives. But I always gave him the benefit of the doubt because I wanted to believe that there was still decent people out there and he
really was the only friend i had at the moment. I guess I was wrong. Now I have, no friends, I go to online school, and my jerk father, burdensome brothers, and a wishy washy mom. At this point I really see no light at the end of the tunnel. I don't even want to continue on with life anymore.
really was the only friend i had at the moment. I guess I was wrong. Now I have, no friends, I go to online school, and my jerk father, burdensome brothers, and a wishy washy mom. At this point I really see no light at the end of the tunnel. I don't even want to continue on with life anymore.