xoraphox
December 27th, 2014, 05:26 PM
Ok I don't know if I'm just being super crazy or other peoples have these kind of stuff. I want to talk about what I call ''Ghost cuts''
To explain this, I need to tell you about the first time that I cut. It was last year around April-May. I had this week that my thigh was bloody red all over the place because I couldn't stop cutting. I did 3 or 4 cuts on my uper thigh, near my ankle. The place that doesn't have a lot of fat. Since that time I had what I call ghost cuts. There is 2 categories of ''Ghost cuts''
1. Invisible but painful
This is the one that I experience on my upper thigh. Whenever I feel like shit, I remember my past or feel depressed*, I feel intense pain on the exact spot that I made the cuts, 7 months ago. But there's no scars or anything. Just pain.
2. Visible but not painful
This scares the shit out of me. Sometimes, I wake up and I just see scars on mu wrists on thighs. But on places I didn't cut. Just scars, that are not painful even if I touch them, that seem like old cuts. But I swear I never cut there. They're just there, then the next day they disapear. I'm always afraid that I sleepwalk and that I self-harm..
So yeah, that was what I call ''ghost cuts''. If ever you have a new category, tell me and I'll add it to the post. Or else, just comment and tell me what you think about it. Do you have the same thing? Am I just being crazy?
To explain this, I need to tell you about the first time that I cut. It was last year around April-May. I had this week that my thigh was bloody red all over the place because I couldn't stop cutting. I did 3 or 4 cuts on my uper thigh, near my ankle. The place that doesn't have a lot of fat. Since that time I had what I call ghost cuts. There is 2 categories of ''Ghost cuts''
1. Invisible but painful
This is the one that I experience on my upper thigh. Whenever I feel like shit, I remember my past or feel depressed*, I feel intense pain on the exact spot that I made the cuts, 7 months ago. But there's no scars or anything. Just pain.
2. Visible but not painful
This scares the shit out of me. Sometimes, I wake up and I just see scars on mu wrists on thighs. But on places I didn't cut. Just scars, that are not painful even if I touch them, that seem like old cuts. But I swear I never cut there. They're just there, then the next day they disapear. I'm always afraid that I sleepwalk and that I self-harm..
So yeah, that was what I call ''ghost cuts''. If ever you have a new category, tell me and I'll add it to the post. Or else, just comment and tell me what you think about it. Do you have the same thing? Am I just being crazy?