Baseball1999
December 23rd, 2014, 12:41 AM
So, I need help with figuring out my sexuality. I feel as though that I'm straight, but everyday I begin to question myself more and more.
I always felt kind of different than everyone else I guess, its just hard to explain. I don't think that it's a hormone thing because I have always felt this way before hitting puberty. I always pictured myself with a female, and having a family with her, yet here lately, I also have started developing the same feelings towards men slightly. My friends consider me straight, but other people in my school think that I'm gay. I have never really been sexually attracted to women, but I have torwards men. I have watched straight porn once and was not attracted at all, so I started watching gay porn. I am not homophobic at all, but I want to be straight and not gay. I don't know if I'm in denial and won't admit to myself that I'm gay or bi. I just need a little help.
I always felt kind of different than everyone else I guess, its just hard to explain. I don't think that it's a hormone thing because I have always felt this way before hitting puberty. I always pictured myself with a female, and having a family with her, yet here lately, I also have started developing the same feelings towards men slightly. My friends consider me straight, but other people in my school think that I'm gay. I have never really been sexually attracted to women, but I have torwards men. I have watched straight porn once and was not attracted at all, so I started watching gay porn. I am not homophobic at all, but I want to be straight and not gay. I don't know if I'm in denial and won't admit to myself that I'm gay or bi. I just need a little help.