I just don't know anymore...

[Brainisnothelping]

So, yeah. I don't even know if this is good place for this post. Anyway, let's start from the beggining. Lately I just kinda got tired of life. I can't be interested in anything. Everything is boring for me. Also I can't get motivation for anything. I know I should do something (like learning for test for example) but I just can't find motivation for this. Also lately I just started to don't like people around me, I mean here strangers, but some time ago I also stared to get tired of my family, sometimes friends. Sometimes, what is maybe even a little creppy I find myself thinking about how cool would be to see dead of some random person(it's not because of hatred. It's just like that). Another thing that is a little stupid is that I kinda want to be in relationship (Never been. Yeah... little sad?) but when I think about that I would spend much time with one person it just make me "sick". Year ago it was all opposite but now....I just don't know. And btw, It's not depression, I don't feel sad or anything like that. I just feel almost nothing, almost no emotions at all, most of time...

[Jaseblader]

Sounds like your depressed see if your doctor could give you medicine

[tasminsmith]

take up a hobby, music art drama sports and just focus on that and if you talk to girls you know im sure they will like you just cheer up think of unicorns :)

[Leprous]

So, yeah. I don't even know if this is good place for this post. Anyway, let's start from the beggining. Lately I just kinda got tired of life. I can't be interested in anything. Everything is boring for me. Also I can't get motivation for anything. I know I should do something (like learning for test for example) but I just can't find motivation for this. Also lately I just started to don't like people around me, I mean here strangers, but some time ago I also stared to get tired of my family, sometimes friends. Sometimes, what is maybe even a little creppy I find myself thinking about how cool would be to see dead of some random person(it's not because of hatred. It's just like that). Another thing that is a little stupid is that I kinda want to be in relationship (Never been. Yeah... little sad?) but when I think about that I would spend much time with one person it just make me "sick". Year ago it was all opposite but now....I just don't know. And btw, It's not depression, I don't feel sad or anything like that. I just feel almost nothing, almost no emotions at all, most of time...

This does sound like a depression.

What many do not know is that depression doesn't mean you're sad all the time, in some cases it does, but depression also means feeling no emotions at all, like you.

The boredom and not being motivated may also come from this depression.
I highly recommend talking to someone about this, like your parents. You don't want this to escalte more.

Stay strong buddy, we're all there for you!

[SethfromMI]

I know for it to be officially called depression by a doctor, it needs to meet certain requirements 9including a certain amount of time) it may not be a bad idea to see one or even a counselor