2 months free than this happened

[Cuttingme]

I was 2 months free from cutting them I started again the reason I started was because my friends were leaving me And I was starting to get bullied again I really need some one to talk to

[Dying Ember]

There are lots of people here who are happy to try and help :)
You can get through this, if you want you can talk to me

[Cuttingme]

Thank you for letting me know there are people who are actully there for me

[Dying Ember]

I promise you there are always people who will be there for you, sometimes the most unlikely people

[Cuttingme]

I lost it just now my parents had a fight and my friend just called me and said he hated me now I just cut like 5 mm I have stopped the bleeding and it is healing but I felt absolute no Pain

[Hideous]

You can get through this, believe me. Please let an adult know about the bullying. Just because your 'friends' left you doesn't mean you weren't a bad friend to them. They lost someone amazing and awesome. Just be yourself and the right peeps will be there for you no matter what. Don't let your friend get the best of you, avoid him. As for your parents, try to convince them to seek counseling, and have a seat with them and tell them that them fighting is not a solution to the problem. Let them know it affects you.

Take whatever you're using to cut and tell yourself you're worth it. You don't need to harm yourself again, we know you're in pain and I know where you're coming from. The pain from cutting might feel good at first but don't let yourself get used to it. Hide them, or not even hide them, throw it out. Listen to happy songs, dance around, try jogging around the neighborhood.

I'm here for you, please PM me if you need someone.

[Tony_777]

I lost it just now my parents had a fight and my friend just called me and said he hated me now I just cut like 5 mm I have stopped the bleeding and it is healing but I felt absolute no Pain

Oh wow.. I know that the person that likes to cut will do it even if someone tells them not to but come on...

Every body has problems all the time, parents love each other and the fight about stupid things and then love again, it's always like that, also with brothers.

So you need to grow strong, and be careful otherwise it will be very bad for you.

And about the kids hitting you... I think there might be some teacher that will listen and help you right?

[Meh Guy]

There are plenty of people to talk to and to help on here if you need it :) don't worry too much about the friends, you'll always be able to make new ones, trust me.

[orchadork]

I'm not too proud about my past, or present for that matter, but there are people here. Oh and do me a favor, tell your 'friends' at your school that Orchadork thinks they're just a Sitzpinkler.

Clarifying "Sitzpinkler": I think it was in 2005 there was a publicly funded campaign that required men to sit down in public restrooms to pee. It is basically shaming men for having to sit down to pee. If they tried to lift the seat to pee then an alarm would go off and the toilet would say they need to put the seat down or they will be fined. :)

[amybah]

I was 2 months free from cutting them I started again the reason I started was because my friends were leaving me And I was starting to get bullied again I really need some one to talk to

I am sorry for your situation , but I think it happens to all the people who go through this. I am very happy for you can stay strong for 2 months! This is a long time and I admire your achievement. I wish I could say that also could already be ' clean ' for two months. Congratulations for your courage and don't t feel bad for having failed this time .
As already mentioned here , you should talk to an adult about the fact that treat you poorly in school .
Be proud for having come this far ! Good luck :)