I need help

[GRB123]

Here is my story:

I knew a guy, we had so much in common. One day i went to go see him and then we started doing dares. After a while as a joke i dared him to show me his penis and to my surprise he said YES! And it was very large. He dared me to show him mine so i did. After that we went to my house and went down stares to play on the computer. Then we started daring each other again and he dared me to jack him off, i was nervous and i did not know what to think and then he kept daring me so i did and then he ejaculated and told me to see what it tasted like so i did and i enjoyed it. then i dared him to tast it himself becuase I did not want him to do it to me because i was nervous. He then dared me to lick it ,i did. Then he did something that scared me, he ask if he could f*** me. I said ok becuase i was so nervous. It hurt bad at first but the when i relaxed i actualy enjoyed it. After that I was nervous because i was aroused and exited something that had never happened before.

A year or so ago i met someone a guy who told me he was bisexual and then i told him i was to.after that we had intercourse many times and i loved it. But know I realy want to be straight But whever we have intercourse i love it.

I need some advice onwhat to do. please help.:confused:

[Gumleaf]

puberty - teen sexuality

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

You can't change your orientation. However, you've got a few advantages here. Being a teenager, it is possible that your attraction to guys will fade as you get older. It might not, but if you're bisexual then you can always choose to not date guys. You can't change who you're attracted to, but the beauty of bisexuality is being able to have relationships with members of either sex. If you don't want to have relationships with guys, you don't have to.

[Requin]

How old were you when you had sex with these two people? You can't change what your not, so don't force yourself to BE something your not. If you must have sex, always use protection, boring i know but you don't want to get a std, do you??

[GRB123]

The first time i was eleven and the start of my relation ship I was 12