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Meh Guy
December 4th, 2014, 08:03 PM
I thought I could lighten this forum just a little bit. I'm making this post for any milestones or stories anyone feels comfortable with sharing. There's no rules just anything you are proud of you an share. Something as little as only cutting 5 times instead of 10. Improvement is good.

Ill go first; it's been 1 year today since my last cut, 5 years since my last streak of cutting depression.

maniamsmart
December 7th, 2014, 03:31 PM
One of my best friends usually cuts whenever she is feeling like she did something wrong, feels like she is a failure, and feels as if she is useless in life. Whenever those situations come up, she feels terrible, cuts, and I am always there trying to stop her. I can proudly say and speak for her as well that for the past 3 times it's happened, she hasn't cut herself :)

Meh Guy
December 7th, 2014, 04:57 PM
One of my best friends usually cuts whenever she is feeling like she did something wrong, feels like she is a failure, and feels as if she is useless in life. Whenever those situations come up, she feels terrible, cuts, and I am always there trying to stop her. I can proudly say and speak for her as well that for the past 3 times it's happened, she hasn't cut herself :)

Nice :) small victories first, they usually lead to bigger and brighter things ;)

maniamsmart
December 7th, 2014, 11:30 PM
Nice :) small victories first, they usually lead to bigger and brighter things ;)

That's right! I don't expect her to completely stop, but if she can go for longer intervals that would be great.

Hudor
December 8th, 2014, 01:09 AM
It's been nearly three-four years since i last cut, one since i burned myself and almost four years since i reasonably recovered from depression.

maniamsmart
December 8th, 2014, 02:12 AM
It's been nearly three-four years since i last cut, one since i burned myself and almost four years since i reasonably recovered from depression.

Good job! I am glad you got better :)

Karkat
December 12th, 2014, 12:54 AM
I haven't tried to hurt myself in any way for a month (though that'll probably end tonight)

maniamsmart
December 13th, 2014, 03:27 AM
I haven't tried to hurt myself in any way for a month (though that'll probably end tonight)

Noooo :(

Karkat
December 13th, 2014, 05:06 AM
Noooo :(

Yeah, I ended up doing it, so now I'm unfortunately back to day 1. :/

maniamsmart
December 13th, 2014, 04:24 PM
Yeah, I ended up doing it, so now I'm unfortunately back to day 1. :/

Aww :( Well try to beat your new record now.

RakshaMalayka
December 28th, 2014, 06:56 AM
It's currently been 73 days since I last hurt myself

romes3
December 29th, 2014, 10:58 AM
It's been 2 weeks since I've last cut, and I'm pretty proud of it. Normally I cut at least twice a day.

lumiadots
January 2nd, 2015, 12:18 AM
it's been three months since i've last burned myself, and eight months since i've last cut. i'm a lot better. seasonal depression is getting me down quite a bit...but i've stayed strong and i'm very proud of myself for it. (:

queenofcontrariety
January 3rd, 2015, 09:11 PM
I managed not to relapse last night, well kinda. I mean I didn't cut, I'm pyrophobic so I would never burn myself. I mean technically it may still be considered self harm but I have no marks so I'm calling it a win.

Babs
January 3rd, 2015, 10:01 PM
Nearly a month.

Meh Guy
January 3rd, 2015, 10:07 PM
it's been three months since i've last burned myself, and eight months since i've last cut. i'm a lot better. seasonal depression is getting me down quite a bit...but i've stayed strong and i'm very proud of myself for it. (:

And you should be, we're all proud too :)

Magenta
January 13th, 2015, 12:54 AM
In 54 days it will mark one year. Guess I'll be getting that tattoo after all.

I also want to mention that my last milestone before this had been something like 74 days or something. This time I've passed 300. I don't know how I did it but I'm really glad I did.

maniamsmart
January 16th, 2015, 06:48 PM
In 54 days it will mark one year. Guess I'll be getting that tattoo after all.

I also want to mention that my last milestone before this had been something like 74 days or something. This time I've passed 300. I don't know how I did it but I'm really glad I did.

Congrats! Hope you make it to a year :)

romes3
January 23rd, 2015, 10:28 AM
I've stopped myself from relapsing 2 weeks in a row now, I'm happy!

Luminous
January 23rd, 2015, 10:47 AM
Today is one month since I last cut! This is the longest I've gone.

maniamsmart
January 23rd, 2015, 11:58 AM
Today is one month since I last cut! This is the longest I've gone.

Congrats! :) Now double that value :D

Magenta
January 23rd, 2015, 12:38 PM
Today is one month since I last cut! This is the longest I've gone.

Congrats. It's hard and it stays hard but the sense of accomplishment is worth it.

A month and a half left until I hit a year.

maniamsmart
January 23rd, 2015, 05:05 PM
Congrats. It's hard and it stays hard but the sense of accomplishment is worth it.

A month and a half left until I hit a year.

I hope you make it and post in here when you do :)

Armyboydevon99
January 24th, 2015, 06:30 PM
right now im 13 days clean and the longest i have gone was 1 month

silentscream
January 28th, 2015, 12:40 AM
Wow, it's been almost two hours since I cut. I usually cut about every 40 minutes or so. It's been 120 whole fucking minutes- wow such a fucking accomplishment. Just goes to show how much of a failure I am.

maniamsmart
January 28th, 2015, 01:25 AM
Wow, it's been almost two hours since I cut. I usually cut about every 40 minutes or so. It's been 120 whole fucking minutes- wow such a fucking accomplishment. Just goes to show how much of a failure I am.

You should make a thread about it, maybe some of us can help you :(

silentscream
January 28th, 2015, 01:30 AM
You should make a thread about it, maybe some of us can help you :( I doubt it, I am hopeless. And fuck the two hours, I just broke down again and added 20 more cuts.

Leprous
January 28th, 2015, 01:31 AM
Been about a month since my last relapse, I actually feel proud for once.

maniamsmart
January 28th, 2015, 01:32 AM
I doubt it, I am hopeless. And fuck the two hours, I just broke down again and added 20 more cuts.

There's always hope for those that really want it.

Leprous
January 28th, 2015, 01:33 AM
There's always hope for those that really want it.

There's hope for everyone darling

silentscream
January 28th, 2015, 01:34 AM
There's always hope for those that really want it.I've tried but no-one understands and when I talk to people my grave just gets deeper in a sense.

Leprous
January 28th, 2015, 01:35 AM
I've tried but no-one understands and when I talk to people my grave just gets deeper in a sense.

Well, some people do understand, people who've been there.

maniamsmart
January 28th, 2015, 01:36 AM
I've tried but no-one understands and when I talk to people my grave just gets deeper in a sense.

Well if you ever do have the confidence to, we are here to help, and I am far more understanding than most (not to be cocky).

silentscream
January 28th, 2015, 01:37 AM
Well if you ever do have the confidence to, we are here to help, and I am far more understanding than most (not to be cocky).
I'm just lost and scared... I can't take it much longer.

Leprous
January 28th, 2015, 06:44 AM
I'm just lost and scared... I can't take it much longer.

Don't be, we're all here to help you, so if ever need someone, feel free to let me or anyone else here know. Or you can start a thread about it.

maniamsmart
January 28th, 2015, 11:59 AM
Don't be, we're all here to help you, so if ever need someone, feel free to let me or anyone else here know. Or you can start a thread about it.

Yup :) Everyone's scared in the beginning.

silentscream
January 28th, 2015, 12:05 PM
Don't be, we're all here to help you, so if ever need someone, feel free to let me or anyone else here know. Or you can start a thread about it.

Where is the right place for a thread like that? Under the self harm/cutting?

maniamsmart
January 28th, 2015, 12:07 PM
Where is the right place for a thread like that? Under the self harm/cutting?

That's correct.

Leprous
January 28th, 2015, 12:17 PM
Where is the right place for a thread like that? Under the self harm/cutting?

Well, mental crisis works aswell. Don't be afraid to ask for help there.

paranoidforlife
February 3rd, 2015, 11:58 AM
I have not cut or hurt myself at all in over a year, but I still want to.

amybah
February 4th, 2015, 10:29 AM
I thought I could lighten this forum just a little bit. I'm making this post for any milestones or stories anyone feels comfortable with sharing. There's no rules just anything you are proud of you an share. Something as little as only cutting 5 times instead of 10. Improvement is good.

Ill go first; it's been 1 year today since my last cut, 5 years since my last streak of cutting depression.

That's really good! Congratulations. I hope i can say the same someday :)

Meh Guy
February 4th, 2015, 04:49 PM
amybah thanks :) I'm sure you'll be able to say the same, it may take awhile but I believe in you :)

amybah
February 4th, 2015, 04:59 PM
Meh Guy thank you :D keep fighting!!

Kia-ria
February 11th, 2015, 07:28 PM
It has been 2 weeks since I last indulged in self harm (:

Meh Guy
February 11th, 2015, 08:37 PM
Kia-ria that's great! Keep it up :)

Meh Guy
February 16th, 2015, 02:15 PM
65 week mark... Oh boy 2015 has not been nice to me yet. I'm craving a relapse but trying to stay strong

Magenta
March 8th, 2015, 12:00 AM
One year. It's been a year.