DamWayne
December 4th, 2014, 11:32 AM
I am a guy. I am ugly. i am short. i am fat. i have stupid curly red hair. I don't smile much, im very shy and have very little self confidence.
I can't lift weights, i can't play soccer or any sports. I speny my time drawing and listening music, i often cry while watching sad movies or shows.
Well, the shortcut is, i am the complete OPPOSITE of everything you female find attractive. I am the least THING in the universe likely to find someone that could love me. Nodoy never loved, i never been hugged by a girl, i never been kissed by one, who could blame them...
Whatever ill do, whatever ill say i'll always be her "boyfriends' bud", "the guy in the party that nobodoy talks to", the fat ugly disgusting red haired guy that even girls are saying to me im not that ugly they're the first one rejecting me the most agressively in the end.
And what the hell, even if i could find a girlfriend, single girls don't exists, and even if they do, they what, stay single maybe for two weeks only...
There's just no hope.
Im never gonna be hugged by someone, never gonna sleep near someone in a big bed, never gonna share a kiss or hold hands while walking the street... so why bother. Im just staying on this earth because i know itll sadden my parents, the only people in the planet that cares about me (and even, they just do because they HAVE to) But as soon as my parents start to realise how ulgy an horrible of a person i am, im gonna end all of this bullshit, ugly, loveless worthless life finally.
like Freddy said, "Sometimes i wish i never been born at all" (all the time).
I can't lift weights, i can't play soccer or any sports. I speny my time drawing and listening music, i often cry while watching sad movies or shows.
Well, the shortcut is, i am the complete OPPOSITE of everything you female find attractive. I am the least THING in the universe likely to find someone that could love me. Nodoy never loved, i never been hugged by a girl, i never been kissed by one, who could blame them...
Whatever ill do, whatever ill say i'll always be her "boyfriends' bud", "the guy in the party that nobodoy talks to", the fat ugly disgusting red haired guy that even girls are saying to me im not that ugly they're the first one rejecting me the most agressively in the end.
And what the hell, even if i could find a girlfriend, single girls don't exists, and even if they do, they what, stay single maybe for two weeks only...
There's just no hope.
Im never gonna be hugged by someone, never gonna sleep near someone in a big bed, never gonna share a kiss or hold hands while walking the street... so why bother. Im just staying on this earth because i know itll sadden my parents, the only people in the planet that cares about me (and even, they just do because they HAVE to) But as soon as my parents start to realise how ulgy an horrible of a person i am, im gonna end all of this bullshit, ugly, loveless worthless life finally.
like Freddy said, "Sometimes i wish i never been born at all" (all the time).