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DamWayne
December 4th, 2014, 11:32 AM
I am a guy. I am ugly. i am short. i am fat. i have stupid curly red hair. I don't smile much, im very shy and have very little self confidence.
I can't lift weights, i can't play soccer or any sports. I speny my time drawing and listening music, i often cry while watching sad movies or shows.
Well, the shortcut is, i am the complete OPPOSITE of everything you female find attractive. I am the least THING in the universe likely to find someone that could love me. Nodoy never loved, i never been hugged by a girl, i never been kissed by one, who could blame them...

Whatever ill do, whatever ill say i'll always be her "boyfriends' bud", "the guy in the party that nobodoy talks to", the fat ugly disgusting red haired guy that even girls are saying to me im not that ugly they're the first one rejecting me the most agressively in the end.
And what the hell, even if i could find a girlfriend, single girls don't exists, and even if they do, they what, stay single maybe for two weeks only...
There's just no hope.
Im never gonna be hugged by someone, never gonna sleep near someone in a big bed, never gonna share a kiss or hold hands while walking the street... so why bother. Im just staying on this earth because i know itll sadden my parents, the only people in the planet that cares about me (and even, they just do because they HAVE to) But as soon as my parents start to realise how ulgy an horrible of a person i am, im gonna end all of this bullshit, ugly, loveless worthless life finally.
like Freddy said, "Sometimes i wish i never been born at all" (all the time).

Lulex
December 4th, 2014, 02:04 PM
I am a girl. I am ugly. I am short. I'm normal-weight. I have stupid curly brown hair. I don't smile much, i'm kinda shy and have very little self confidence.
I can't lift weights, or play any sport. I'm in anorexia recovery treatment. I spend my time listening to music, also thinking about my body image and food. I often cry bc I can't stand living anymore.

See? I've got a lot of problems just like you, and I'm usually in a bad mood.
Still, there are people who love me for who I am. And I'm sure there are people who love you for who you are, too :) You just can't notice their love. Go ahead and find them! Because I'm sure they are out there.
Anyway, whenever you feel down, feel free to talk to me. I'm always willing to help.

dreamofdante
December 4th, 2014, 08:22 PM
I am a guy. I am ugly. i am short. i am fat. i have stupid curly red hair. I don't smile much, im very shy and have very little self confidence.
I can't lift weights, i can't play soccer or any sports. I speny my time drawing and listening music, i often cry while watching sad movies or shows.
Well, the shortcut is, i am the complete OPPOSITE of everything you female find attractive. I am the least THING in the universe likely to find someone that could love me. Nodoy never loved, i never been hugged by a girl, i never been kissed by one, who could blame them...

Whatever ill do, whatever ill say i'll always be her "boyfriends' bud", "the guy in the party that nobodoy talks to", the fat ugly disgusting red haired guy that even girls are saying to me im not that ugly they're the first one rejecting me the most agressively in the end.
And what the hell, even if i could find a girlfriend, single girls don't exists, and even if they do, they what, stay single maybe for two weeks only...
There's just no hope.
Im never gonna be hugged by someone, never gonna sleep near someone in a big bed, never gonna share a kiss or hold hands while walking the street... so why bother. Im just staying on this earth because i know itll sadden my parents, the only people in the planet that cares about me (and even, they just do because they HAVE to) But as soon as my parents start to realise how ulgy an horrible of a person i am, im gonna end all of this bullshit, ugly, loveless worthless life finally.
like Freddy said, "Sometimes i wish i never been born at all" (all the time).

Unfortunately I'm the exact way you are. I'm really sorry...I feel exactly how you feel and it won't change for me...