this is weird

[ValentinClarke]

I fell out with someone ages ago. And got very angry as a result, I got bonded to the anger, and then it went. Leaving me feeling empty. And just now, that same person has hurt one of my friends, giving me my anger back. And I like it. I have shivers running down my back. I feel happier now that my anger is back. Is this normal?

[Malibu_Barbie]

I think Yes and No. For everyone at some sort of level, anger makes us feel empowered. It puts us past guilt, shame, or embarrassments. It's chemical effect on our mind makes us feel powerful and who doesn't enjoy feeling powerful? When we get angry, hormones and chemical messengers shut down our cognitive systems, build up adrenaline giving us instant strength and quickness of attention. This prepares us to act in ways we would normally not that we may find pleasurable.

I hope this helps! :)