Suddenly Questioning My Gender/Sex(Possible TMI)

[MycroftHolmes]

(I'm going to apologize in advance if I say anything offensive or impolite; I've never really given my sex/gender much thought, so I don't really know the correct terms.)

So, anyway, a few weeks ago, I suddenly realized I have no particular attachment to my... male trouser furniture. It really causes me more problems than anything else, and I(being asexual and largely sex repulsed)don't really have any use for it.

I started thinking, and realized that I was only really repulsed by the idea of having sex if I were the one doing the... inserting. All of my fantasies involve me being a female. This led to me wondering if I was transsexual.

I dismissed that thought, because I don't feel like I'm in the wrong body, nor do I desire to live as a female. It's more like, if I could magically change my genital setup, without altering anything else, I would.

So... now I'm just confused. I feel like my whole worldview has been turned on it's head. I don't know what to think

[Semi_IronMan]

Since u say u want to be penetrated but don't think you're transgender, I think you're maybe gay

[Karkat]

I'd say you're probably nonbinary. I mean, you're right, transgender people usually have a strong desire to be the opposite sex; you do not. However, it doesn't sound like you're quite cisgender either.

[MycroftHolmes]

Since u say u want to be penetrated but don't think you're transgender, I think you're maybe gay

Except I find men even less attractive than I find women. I don't even really like being around men that much; I much prefer the company of women.

[Semi_IronMan]

Except I find men
even less attractive than I find women. I don't even really like being
around men that much; I much prefer the company of women.

now I'm confused

[MycroftHolmes]

now I'm confused

I'm asexual. I don't feel attraction to men, women, or variations thereupon.