Remora
November 27th, 2014, 04:17 PM
I've been bothering you guys with this for quite a while now, and i'm happy to announce it's done and over and i hope i get over my "crush" (what was left of it, at least) soon so we can just be "good friends" (he took the liberty of actually friendzoning me, which in all honestly i appreciated)
Not that anyone would still care. But just a little relief, i guess.
Relief for me at least.
I have no idea what to do next. I guess i will keep doing what i was doing and assuming he, since he has no sexual or romantic interest in me, won't learn about my darkest secrets and as he already mentioned himself "he'll keep it to us", so i guess i'm safe there.
Assuming that my mind is now one hundred percent convinced that he is, in fact, not attracted to males and more importantly not attracted to me (which i were 99,999999999999% certain of anyways, because, well, me's me) and thinks of me as a friend, i hope that it will be intelligent enough to erase the last bit of romantic desire so i can actually befriend him and do stuff and just have someone that i can genuinely count on.
I'm sorry for the shitstorm of threads i left about him. Even though it was "only" 9 threads, it was mostly the same stuff over and over again.
It was like your average ride. Everything semt fun and fun and at the end there's some looping- the climax, the point i knew he was reading the threads and finding out about all this shit, after which you descent into the depths of fucking hell and you burn eternally for doing everything.
I'm feeling a mix of emotions right now.
Which is funny. I don't usually feel emotions.
Floofster out.
Not that anyone would still care. But just a little relief, i guess.
Relief for me at least.
I have no idea what to do next. I guess i will keep doing what i was doing and assuming he, since he has no sexual or romantic interest in me, won't learn about my darkest secrets and as he already mentioned himself "he'll keep it to us", so i guess i'm safe there.
Assuming that my mind is now one hundred percent convinced that he is, in fact, not attracted to males and more importantly not attracted to me (which i were 99,999999999999% certain of anyways, because, well, me's me) and thinks of me as a friend, i hope that it will be intelligent enough to erase the last bit of romantic desire so i can actually befriend him and do stuff and just have someone that i can genuinely count on.
I'm sorry for the shitstorm of threads i left about him. Even though it was "only" 9 threads, it was mostly the same stuff over and over again.
It was like your average ride. Everything semt fun and fun and at the end there's some looping- the climax, the point i knew he was reading the threads and finding out about all this shit, after which you descent into the depths of fucking hell and you burn eternally for doing everything.
I'm feeling a mix of emotions right now.
Which is funny. I don't usually feel emotions.
Floofster out.