I am completely breaking down

[queenofcontrariety]

I'm pretty sure this constitutes a crisis but who the hell knows anymore. I am terrified to text any of the few friends I have because I don't know how to tell them I'm completely shutting down for no reason. I don't want to text my psych because it may mean an emergency session and honestly I don't want to go because I don't want my parents catching on and I have nothing to talk to her about. I just feel destroyed. I'm basically crying, I know my friends won't respond and my almost friend isn't someone I want to bother. I just want to cry and vomit and cut and I just feel like shit. No one notices. No one cares. I just wish it'd go away or I knew why I'm feeling like this. Not suicidal which is good, I'm just upet and terrified I'll do something reckless and I just can't. I can't function.

[Captain Canada]

Woah woah, deep breaths alright? Just try and calm down. Is this random or did something happen?

[queenofcontrariety]

Woah woah, deep breaths alright? Just try and calm down. Is this random or did something happen?

Nothing really happened, I got enough sleep. I mean my parents have been on my case saying I have an attitude and even when I adjust how I speak to them they aren't satisfied, so I just removed myself from the situation. I consider this to be pretty good considering how they can get when I'm edgy. I mean that's just what it feels like. One of my best friends didn't text me back the other day, and another called me dependent which just pissed me off. So I really can't talk to either of them. I just feel really nauseous and like I want to cry. Okay, well maybe all that does constitute as stuff happening, I just don't know what to do anymore, I just feel completely isolated in my life.

[Captain Canada]

Nothing really happened, I got enough sleep. I mean my parents have been on my case saying I have an attitude and even when I adjust how I speak to them they aren't satisfied, so I just removed myself from the situation. I consider this to be pretty good considering how they can get when I'm edgy. I mean that's just what it feels like. One of my best friends didn't text me back the other day, and another called me dependent which just pissed me off. So I really can't talk to either of them. I just feel really nauseous and like I want to cry. Okay, well maybe all that does constitute as stuff happening, I just don't know what to do anymore, I just feel completely isolated in my life.
No offense but your friend sounds like a bit of a prick. Anyways, just calm down and do something else. Get your mind off of it, whatever is bothering you, and it will go away. I've had plenty of cases where I was breaking down or feeling like cutting and I just took out a deck of cards and did something. If you don't have anything to entertain you, feel free to PM me to rant or if you just need someone to talk to.

[queenofcontrariety]

No offense but your friend sounds like a bit of a prick. Anyways, just calm down and do something else. Get your mind off of it, whatever is bothering you, and it will go away. I've had plenty of cases where I was breaking down or feeling like cutting and I just took out a deck of cards and did something. If you don't have anything to entertain you, feel free to PM me to rant or if you just need someone to talk to.

I'm attempting to compulsively work on my spanish project, which is kind of working, but like it's still freaking me out because I've been working on it for literally days. and thank you for the prompt responses, it's really appreciated

[Captain Canada]

I'm attempting to compulsively work on my spanish project, which is kind of working, but like it's still freaking me out because I've been working on it for literally days. and thank you for the prompt responses, it's really appreciated

Don't be freaked out. Just block out anything that is effecting you negatively. Focus on your project and that's it. In s few hours (or even less) you will hopefully be fine.

[DamWayne]

oh damn, i care you know. i would answer and listen to you if you called.