Remora
November 19th, 2014, 02:51 PM
Other threads about my crush in case background information is needed:
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=215922
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=215660
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=214898
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=214891
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=217509
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=217672
Alright, so this evening i was forced to attend some awareness stuff at school about what we planned on doing later. I chose healthcare and Ruben had technical architecture or something like that, the stuff happened at the same time though so when we were done i ran into him in the crowded hallways. We did a bit of chat about what we were going to study now until we reached his dad and twin sister (his parents are divorced) and his dad started talking to him and i stressed out and i whispered "okay bye" and dashed trough the crowd- when i had left the school building, i realized what i'd just done but i also thought it'd be bad to walk back in after having disappeared. i stepped on my bike with regret and now i'm just really really frustrated :c
I feel like i missed a huge opportunity. If i made a good impression on his parents, they might force him into "hey look, someone wants to be your friend, do stuff with him"- i know it might seem a bit dark but at this point it's one of the only things i can do.
My last hope is the "city travel" event where i hopefully will be grouped with Ruben or Ruben and two other classmates that don't absolutely hate me. I already know we're going to the same destination- London, and i also know that he came to me saying "hey, i'm going to London too" which is a small spark of hope to me. :c
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=215922
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=215660
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=214898
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=214891
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=217509
http://virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=217672
Alright, so this evening i was forced to attend some awareness stuff at school about what we planned on doing later. I chose healthcare and Ruben had technical architecture or something like that, the stuff happened at the same time though so when we were done i ran into him in the crowded hallways. We did a bit of chat about what we were going to study now until we reached his dad and twin sister (his parents are divorced) and his dad started talking to him and i stressed out and i whispered "okay bye" and dashed trough the crowd- when i had left the school building, i realized what i'd just done but i also thought it'd be bad to walk back in after having disappeared. i stepped on my bike with regret and now i'm just really really frustrated :c
I feel like i missed a huge opportunity. If i made a good impression on his parents, they might force him into "hey look, someone wants to be your friend, do stuff with him"- i know it might seem a bit dark but at this point it's one of the only things i can do.
My last hope is the "city travel" event where i hopefully will be grouped with Ruben or Ruben and two other classmates that don't absolutely hate me. I already know we're going to the same destination- London, and i also know that he came to me saying "hey, i'm going to London too" which is a small spark of hope to me. :c