CreativeUsername
November 14th, 2014, 04:20 PM
I've been through a lot since 6th grade. I've been enrolled 6 schools, including homeschooling for 7th grade, and including the high school I go to currently, and independent study program. The reason is because I've had anxiety and depression problems, which caused me to switch schools. One school I was enrolled in I couldn't even go to the first day of school. I thought I had settled down by high school, but I started getting bad anxiety attacks about going to school, after I missed a week. I spent another week not going due to anxiety. I've seen therapist, take medicine, and currently have a "Mentor", or a therapist who is also your friend. I've missed almost a month of school and have enrolled in an independent study program.
I've gotten depressed before, where I would sit around, thinking, what's the point of life. I thought about self harm but couldn't bring myself to do it. I haven't seen any of my friends since about three weeks ago, and the last time I talked to any of them was the same time. They don't text me or anything, and the only time they have texted me is when I start the conversation. I'm starting to feel lonely and unwanted, and I don't know what to do.
To add on to that, there was a girl that I really liked and she completely ignored me, and then a guy who is a year older came and asked her out before I could do anything, even when he knew I wanted to do the same. Every girl I've ever asked out, or anything like that has rejected me, making me feel worse.
I need help or something to make me feel better. Any ideas?
I've gotten depressed before, where I would sit around, thinking, what's the point of life. I thought about self harm but couldn't bring myself to do it. I haven't seen any of my friends since about three weeks ago, and the last time I talked to any of them was the same time. They don't text me or anything, and the only time they have texted me is when I start the conversation. I'm starting to feel lonely and unwanted, and I don't know what to do.
To add on to that, there was a girl that I really liked and she completely ignored me, and then a guy who is a year older came and asked her out before I could do anything, even when he knew I wanted to do the same. Every girl I've ever asked out, or anything like that has rejected me, making me feel worse.
I need help or something to make me feel better. Any ideas?