Mzor203
March 27th, 2008, 12:03 AM
Some of you may recall that I posted about a girl that I liked and how I was too shy to ask her out etc. etc.
Before I liked this girl I was at a different school, and there was another girl who was a year older than me that I liked. She was like a musical genius, so she was like an angel in my eyes. :D This year I went to a different school, an started liking the girl I posted about before, and kind of liked the other girl less since I don't see her as much now (I still see her twice a week now at musical events). But I always kind of liked her in the back of my mind.
Now, two days ago I was at the weekly practice for our town orchestra, and we were packing up and leaving, and I was just standing there as the lady who gives me a ride every week back to my house was talking to some friends. This girl who I kind of liked was also standing around and our eyes met and she said hi very cheerfully. And I said hi back, but nothing else, and she commented on how quiet I was. I responded that it was because before high school (Which starts in 8th grade in BC Canada, or kind of anyways) I was homeschooled and never talked to anybody. Then she just reached out and gave me a teasing pat on the shoulder, saying that if I still went to the school where she was I would be quite talkative since she would make me talk.
But the thing is, when she touched me, something went off inside me, and now she is the girl that dominates my thoughts almost every waking moment of my day. I need help because I seriously want to stop thinking about girls and start thinking more about the important stuff like school. I feel desperate to go out with her, and I don't want to feel like that, especially since I doubt she would since she's a year older than me. Help?
Before I liked this girl I was at a different school, and there was another girl who was a year older than me that I liked. She was like a musical genius, so she was like an angel in my eyes. :D This year I went to a different school, an started liking the girl I posted about before, and kind of liked the other girl less since I don't see her as much now (I still see her twice a week now at musical events). But I always kind of liked her in the back of my mind.
Now, two days ago I was at the weekly practice for our town orchestra, and we were packing up and leaving, and I was just standing there as the lady who gives me a ride every week back to my house was talking to some friends. This girl who I kind of liked was also standing around and our eyes met and she said hi very cheerfully. And I said hi back, but nothing else, and she commented on how quiet I was. I responded that it was because before high school (Which starts in 8th grade in BC Canada, or kind of anyways) I was homeschooled and never talked to anybody. Then she just reached out and gave me a teasing pat on the shoulder, saying that if I still went to the school where she was I would be quite talkative since she would make me talk.
But the thing is, when she touched me, something went off inside me, and now she is the girl that dominates my thoughts almost every waking moment of my day. I need help because I seriously want to stop thinking about girls and start thinking more about the important stuff like school. I feel desperate to go out with her, and I don't want to feel like that, especially since I doubt she would since she's a year older than me. Help?