ZzeWatermelon
November 3rd, 2014, 04:24 PM
Hey guys,
So first now that if you attempt to read this you'll get confused - so that's your attempt. And I won't mind if you won't answer, cause I wouldn't know myself if I read that xD
Ok.
Let's start.
Basically I am crushing on a guy. He is a year older than I am. And we're both doing our Gcse's this year. He's sweet, funny, cute. (And that is why I like him so bad).
We are not close friends, we are "pretty good" I'd say. We do laugh sometimes, we talk quite a bit (not too much) but we make lots of eye contact.
Lately I could see him staring, and getting more nervous, wanting my attention. Once, I was alone with him and our friend, and he started to act all weird. (he started to talk like he wanted to impress, and something about him was different). So, the friend was like: Are you sure you're okay? And then HE (like HE not the friend haha) got all red and started laughing.
Well, but he gets red all the time xD
So that was like a huuuuge sign for me. I mean, wasn't he doing that because he wanted to impress?
So I asked him out. He seemed happy, and said yes! But he cancelled the outing a day before, saying some stuff about his mother not wanting him to go. And that sounded like an excuse to me.
I didn't ask him out again.
And he didn't, either.
I couldn't get it - really. I really thought that he was interested. He kept on staring and brushing against me!
Then I completely lost my hope, when I've seen his attitude towards a girl from our class.
He IS (let's talk about "now" from this part, ok? :D) always facing her, his shoulders-torso-knees-legs-feet are entirely facing her. He likes her a lot. Doesn't move away when she touches him. Finds her funny, and seems quite jealous when she's acting more than friendly to another guy.
And that was like: He is soooo into her!
And I got mad. But I accepted it.
Now, the thing is restarting though. I can see when he talks about something to someone he looks at the person and then at me. Sometimes I would catch him saying a joke (from the other side of the classroom) and looking at me, like he was talking to me.
When he shows off, he always looks in my direction (I don't have to look at him, I just see it!).
Today in the cantine I felt like he stared non-stop at me, but I am crushing on him too... so I might be imagining the whole thing. And when he looks at me from the corner of his eye, and I notice, he quickly looks away.
Today he talked to me and another girl, and he seemed really "pumped up" if you see what I mean. Like his torso was straighter and more "ALL OVER YOUR VIEW". I don't remember him standing that way before.
And last thing: today we played this game where we hold two different people's hands (in a group) and we're all tangled, and have to "untangle" ourselves. I was holding his hand, and at one point he brought it to a really intimate place and I was "forced" to touch it :D cause I couldn't let go. And he didn't move, and kept it there for a really long time. (But he might be really perverted, cause I already catched him looking at my breast quite often haha) and that was like really... weird.
Another thing: we were standing in a pack, with few other girls. He was next to me (we weren't too close either) and he was the only girl. He was really fidgety, moving a lot. But maybe I wasn't the reason and was not looking at me, making eye contact?
And in class - recently - he really tried to make me laugh by doing some weird faces and acting silly. And I catched him staring, and he looked away when I did.
And I know that a part of this is right, and a part might be wrong.
So what do you think guys of the whole situation? Am I just completely jealous and I'm imagining this? Or does it mean anything?
I just feel that there might be something. You call it intuition - I guess! :D
So first now that if you attempt to read this you'll get confused - so that's your attempt. And I won't mind if you won't answer, cause I wouldn't know myself if I read that xD
Ok.
Let's start.
Basically I am crushing on a guy. He is a year older than I am. And we're both doing our Gcse's this year. He's sweet, funny, cute. (And that is why I like him so bad).
We are not close friends, we are "pretty good" I'd say. We do laugh sometimes, we talk quite a bit (not too much) but we make lots of eye contact.
Lately I could see him staring, and getting more nervous, wanting my attention. Once, I was alone with him and our friend, and he started to act all weird. (he started to talk like he wanted to impress, and something about him was different). So, the friend was like: Are you sure you're okay? And then HE (like HE not the friend haha) got all red and started laughing.
Well, but he gets red all the time xD
So that was like a huuuuge sign for me. I mean, wasn't he doing that because he wanted to impress?
So I asked him out. He seemed happy, and said yes! But he cancelled the outing a day before, saying some stuff about his mother not wanting him to go. And that sounded like an excuse to me.
I didn't ask him out again.
And he didn't, either.
I couldn't get it - really. I really thought that he was interested. He kept on staring and brushing against me!
Then I completely lost my hope, when I've seen his attitude towards a girl from our class.
He IS (let's talk about "now" from this part, ok? :D) always facing her, his shoulders-torso-knees-legs-feet are entirely facing her. He likes her a lot. Doesn't move away when she touches him. Finds her funny, and seems quite jealous when she's acting more than friendly to another guy.
And that was like: He is soooo into her!
And I got mad. But I accepted it.
Now, the thing is restarting though. I can see when he talks about something to someone he looks at the person and then at me. Sometimes I would catch him saying a joke (from the other side of the classroom) and looking at me, like he was talking to me.
When he shows off, he always looks in my direction (I don't have to look at him, I just see it!).
Today in the cantine I felt like he stared non-stop at me, but I am crushing on him too... so I might be imagining the whole thing. And when he looks at me from the corner of his eye, and I notice, he quickly looks away.
Today he talked to me and another girl, and he seemed really "pumped up" if you see what I mean. Like his torso was straighter and more "ALL OVER YOUR VIEW". I don't remember him standing that way before.
And last thing: today we played this game where we hold two different people's hands (in a group) and we're all tangled, and have to "untangle" ourselves. I was holding his hand, and at one point he brought it to a really intimate place and I was "forced" to touch it :D cause I couldn't let go. And he didn't move, and kept it there for a really long time. (But he might be really perverted, cause I already catched him looking at my breast quite often haha) and that was like really... weird.
Another thing: we were standing in a pack, with few other girls. He was next to me (we weren't too close either) and he was the only girl. He was really fidgety, moving a lot. But maybe I wasn't the reason and was not looking at me, making eye contact?
And in class - recently - he really tried to make me laugh by doing some weird faces and acting silly. And I catched him staring, and he looked away when I did.
And I know that a part of this is right, and a part might be wrong.
So what do you think guys of the whole situation? Am I just completely jealous and I'm imagining this? Or does it mean anything?
I just feel that there might be something. You call it intuition - I guess! :D