Caver
November 3rd, 2014, 11:56 AM
so since starting final year in school i have been feeling worse because my mum is constantly yelling and taking things out on me i.e housing situation and my sister hardly being home.
and my new science teacher HATES ME. I mean HATES ME because she set a "seating plan" and sat EVERYONE with their friends but myself and tells me off for not participating in group conversations when the people on my table take the piss out of me, and this seating plan has been set up two different times and both times she knows i hate the people as the people i sit with says "miss she's being mean to me she hates me" -.- and my friends in that class are all getting better grades than me and my grades are just dropping because of the teacher. plus, i have 1 friend in that class who sits with another girl who always talks about me saying "she's so ugly" and "she's so fat" and i'd look over and they're both looking at me completely oblivious that i know what they're saying.
i'm tempted to just drop out of school but then i'd be with my mum even more. i feel so lonely.
and my new science teacher HATES ME. I mean HATES ME because she set a "seating plan" and sat EVERYONE with their friends but myself and tells me off for not participating in group conversations when the people on my table take the piss out of me, and this seating plan has been set up two different times and both times she knows i hate the people as the people i sit with says "miss she's being mean to me she hates me" -.- and my friends in that class are all getting better grades than me and my grades are just dropping because of the teacher. plus, i have 1 friend in that class who sits with another girl who always talks about me saying "she's so ugly" and "she's so fat" and i'd look over and they're both looking at me completely oblivious that i know what they're saying.
i'm tempted to just drop out of school but then i'd be with my mum even more. i feel so lonely.