onewingedangel666
October 29th, 2014, 07:46 PM
Foreword- I am planning on just typing until my heart gives out, so expect errors and off topics.
i'm sorry for everything. For what i said and everything i've done. I always wanted to grow up an become this gentleman that everyone likes and looks up to. The guy everyonecomes to for help and for guidance. I've become the exact opposite and I hate myself and who I've becom. I'ma cocky, pretentious, self rightous prick who thinks he's better than everyone else. i've heard it from multiple people and I never listened to them. I've lost multiple friends because of it and I'm soon going to lose all. lh
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* i have no words to express hpow sorry I am or what I feel, just want you to knoe ZI hate myself for saying it. 'm always going to be the guy tat said "Fuck you". I'm always going to be that to you and hate myself for it. I wish i could say all thi to you nut I can't all i can do is complaina ndcomplain and complain and complain because I cant do anything aelse. I'm deppressed but i refuse to face it. I hae what I'vr become and so does everyone else. I alwayswanted to be the guy that was nice to everyone and neer said or did anything mean, but look at me now. Here i was a few hours ago calling a girl that was once a friend a bitch/ Wjhat have I become and why did I do it? Why doI think of myself so highly? I refuse any advice f I don't like the sound of it. I say I can't get over you nd others say I don'tdont know. Alll I know is that its not happeninga nd that ou hate me.
want to. Whos right/ i dont know. all I know is that you haate me and I love you and this will never change.
i'm sorry for everything. For what i said and everything i've done. I always wanted to grow up an become this gentleman that everyone likes and looks up to. The guy everyonecomes to for help and for guidance. I've become the exact opposite and I hate myself and who I've becom. I'ma cocky, pretentious, self rightous prick who thinks he's better than everyone else. i've heard it from multiple people and I never listened to them. I've lost multiple friends because of it and I'm soon going to lose all. lh
n
* i have no words to express hpow sorry I am or what I feel, just want you to knoe ZI hate myself for saying it. 'm always going to be the guy tat said "Fuck you". I'm always going to be that to you and hate myself for it. I wish i could say all thi to you nut I can't all i can do is complaina ndcomplain and complain and complain because I cant do anything aelse. I'm deppressed but i refuse to face it. I hae what I'vr become and so does everyone else. I alwayswanted to be the guy that was nice to everyone and neer said or did anything mean, but look at me now. Here i was a few hours ago calling a girl that was once a friend a bitch/ Wjhat have I become and why did I do it? Why doI think of myself so highly? I refuse any advice f I don't like the sound of it. I say I can't get over you nd others say I don'tdont know. Alll I know is that its not happeninga nd that ou hate me.
want to. Whos right/ i dont know. all I know is that you haate me and I love you and this will never change.