Lost in life

[Denon]

Right now i'm feeling pretty lost in life.
I don't have anything to do at weekends and i usually break down when im alone. I'm feeling useless, worthless, a pain in the ass and such.
I like to be social at school but a couple of days ago i felt dead inside, nothing was fun and i almost passed out in the lunch line because of some anxiety i never had before. But then when we had sports at school a girl in my class that i kinda have feelings for saw that i was really sad and sat down with me. My day got awesome but i think she only likes me as a friend so there's that problem also.


I'm thinking much about just dying but i don't think i would ever commit suicide but i wouldn't mind if i got hit by a car. I get these kind of feelings a couple of months each year but i can't handle it..

I'm also stressing about what will happen in the future, all i want right now is to never fall down in this hole again but i know that it will happen next year also...

[Denon]

I forgot to say that i have no one to talk too.

[Broken Toy]

That's just life. It all seems pointless because you haven't found what it is you're alive for. You just do random shit till you realise it and you live the shit out of your life. Its just the world. You haven't had a chance to look around you and say, hey in good at that, hey ill work towards that, hey in kick ass and pretty happy.

Just give life a chance yknow

[Karkat]

Does your school have a counselor? Maybe they'd be able to help.

It seems like you might have some problems with anxiety, and that can really take its toll, I feel for ya there.

It's tough having these feelings, but you're not alone. There are plenty of people on here, myself included, whom I am sure would be more than happy to talk to you when you need someone. :yes:

Hang in there. :hug:

[AceofSpades97]

Have you tried discovering why you get this feeling a couple of months each year is it during a specific month like a month in which something bad happened in your past? Maybe your brains subconscious is connecting a bad memory of the past to these months when it happens. Also trying to talk about it with someone is always good.

[DeadEyes]

That's just life.

Right, life is a game of being lost and trying to find your way.