It's endless

[Babs]

I hate my life. I fucking hate it. I know there are people that have it worse, so why am I sad?
I've been so unhappy for so long and I have no escape. I'm hardly ever able to leave the house, or talk to friends. The inertia of everything. It's just hopeless.
I've been contemplating suicide for a bit. As if the last 3-4 years weren't awful for me, these last few weeks are worse than ever and I don't know what to do.
I think the only thing that's stopped me is bad timing. I don't know where to go from here. All I ever get is the "it gets better" bullshit and the "suicide is selfish" both of which are unhelpful. I just don't know where to go from here...

[Karkat]

Ugh, if you, or anyone else I knew on this site killed themselves, and I knew about it, I don't know what I'd do :(

I genuinely wish I could help somehow. I know how toxic it can be to be lonely and unable to really get a change of scenery.

Anyways, I feel like I've already said this, but still just, if you ever need to vent or want someone to talk to, I'm here.

[SethfromMI]

suicide rips apart those you leave behind. I know it may seem like it can't get better right now. I can't promise it will tomorrow or the next day. but you got to have hope in life. without hope, life would not be worth living for anyone. try to find some hope in your life. take it one step at a time. even when life is most difficult if you have hope, you have something to fight for, to work for, to look for, to live for

[James Dean]

Your problem is you keep comparing your life, and your story to someone else's. It is true, you don't know what situations other people have. Be thankful for the place you have now. Sit down and write your feelings down, take up drawing and a hobby you like. Find who you are as a person, become and individual and make your own story. Ignore anyone who tries to put you down. Try not to let jealousy be the main thing that overrides you. Live your life and take care of yourself. We are here if you need us. Please stay with us, it's going to be fine. Keep it together. :)

[DeadEyes]

It might be endless, you can go on with your life even if you hate every minute of it.

[sweetcake]

suicide rips apart those you leave behind. I know it may seem like it can't get better right now. I can't promise it will tomorrow or the next day. but you got to have hope in life. without hope, life would not be worth living for anyone. try to find some hope in your life. take it one step at a time. even when life is most difficult if you have hope, you have something to fight for, to work for, to look for, to live for
^Exactly this.
Look at the bright side of things, there are always something good to smile about in life no matter how hard and shitty your life is now. Life is like a wheel, sometimes you're on the top and sometimes on the bottom. Have hope.
The sun'll come out tomorrow.