I should be happy, but...

[Svetlana]

2 weeks ago my crush asked me out, we are both really shy and we never talk, but I haven't cut since I understood that I like him. One of the main problems for me is that one of his best friends hates me... No, seriously she HATES me, I don't even know why... Each time I think about it I wanna start crying, but right now I just wanna throw up... I have so many problems... Seriously, I'm so tired of everything so I wanna throw up... 😷

[wonderland]

2 weeks ago my crush asked me out, we are both really shy and we never talk, but I haven't cut since I understood that I like him. One of the main problems for me is that one of his best friends hates me... No, seriously she HATES me, I don't even know why... Each time I think about it I wanna start crying, but right now I just wanna throw up... I have so many problems... Seriously, I'm so tired of everything so I wanna throw up... 😷

It's the relationship between you and him which matters, what she thinks really shouldn't have an impact. At the end of the day, it's not up to her to decide who he spends time with as that's ultimately up to him. Besides, if being with you makes him happy then she should do her best to support him.

It might be a good idea to ask her why she dislikes you so much, at least that way you can try and sort things out with her.