I just want to die

[xXoblivionXx]

I knew I wouldn't last long, I will always be a troubled soul. I've had so many panic attacks in the past few days and now I'm laying on bed crying thinking about my attempt and wishing that it worked.. When I drive at night alone I get tempered to just drive off te road and be done with it... Save me from myself... The thing is, no one can. :(

[Karkat]

You know, when I'm at my weakest, I can relate so much to this. These kinda of thoughts are what really push me back towards the edge- what's the point if it'll be like this forever? What if things never get better? Why should I keep alive just to endure THIS again?

...And you know, I can only answer those questions for me, not you, but just know that every time I see you post something like this- and I know that you HAVEN'T "succeeded", that you're still here, even though it's very hard for you right now, it gives me a little more motivation to hang on.

I hope you can find a reason to hang on as well. :hug:

[James Dean]

Everything will be just fine. Quitting is not the answer for you. You are a winner and you tell yourself that. Worry about yourself and not others. Keep yourself on track and find the appropriate means to do so. I don't know your exact situation personally, but I do understand severe depressive episodes. You feel alone and as though no one can relate. We are here and we will always support you. Be calm about it and find your inner beauty.

Please stay safe, hugs and kisses. :)

[CosmicNoodle]

I'm like that, in the last few weeks I've rode my bile to a place called the horse shoe pass multiple times with the intention of killing myself once I get there. But each and every time I decide otherwise and somehow come home alive.

After so long trying to help you over PM and Email, I really don't know what there is left to say that could possibally help, all I can say is that your not alone in feeling like this, no one is really alone. No matter how old, there location, no matter anything, no one is truly alone.