Pensive
October 14th, 2014, 05:53 PM
Lot of interesting psychology in this one;
But recently I've realised I want girls to fall in love with me, even though I don't want a relationship with them. I don't do anything to lead them on, or sabotage any relationships - but I've realised I have a propensity to want them to subtly harbour admiration/love for me over anyone else in their life. Obviously I don't want this to hurt them though, bit of a conundrum I know...
Makes me sound really conceited... I think it's down to the fact I was physically and emotionally abused for the first 18 or so years of my life and neglected. Now I secretely crave love.
Anyone else realise they do this? Perhaps you'll begin to realise parts of yourself in this statement and I won't feel such a goof ._.
But recently I've realised I want girls to fall in love with me, even though I don't want a relationship with them. I don't do anything to lead them on, or sabotage any relationships - but I've realised I have a propensity to want them to subtly harbour admiration/love for me over anyone else in their life. Obviously I don't want this to hurt them though, bit of a conundrum I know...
Makes me sound really conceited... I think it's down to the fact I was physically and emotionally abused for the first 18 or so years of my life and neglected. Now I secretely crave love.
Anyone else realise they do this? Perhaps you'll begin to realise parts of yourself in this statement and I won't feel such a goof ._.