Jman437
October 11th, 2014, 06:14 PM
I have a slightly big crush on a college classmate of mine, we have most of our classes together. By the way I looked into her body language, she seems to enjoy my company, but there's this other guy that she hangs around with all the time and, whenever she sees him, she's constantly joking with him. And I know that they can just be good friends and stuff, but it just bothers me seeing the girl I like having fun with another dude. Plus, in my life, in situations like this, the Murphy's Law(if something as the chance to go wrong, it will.) is always true. My love life was always like this. I think it's completely normal to be afraid of that, since it always followed the same pattern...
I seriously don't know what to do. I've been thinking a lot lately(since I'm an overthinking wreck), and I have two options: try and certainly fail, or just forget about all this shit and focus on my math degree, since it's the only thing that's going to be paying my bills in a few years. This last one is probably what I'm gonna do, but it just bothers me, I hate failing at stuff, I never got anything right crush-wise. Nothing. I'm a complete train wreck when it comes to crushes...
I seriously don't know what to do. I've been thinking a lot lately(since I'm an overthinking wreck), and I have two options: try and certainly fail, or just forget about all this shit and focus on my math degree, since it's the only thing that's going to be paying my bills in a few years. This last one is probably what I'm gonna do, but it just bothers me, I hate failing at stuff, I never got anything right crush-wise. Nothing. I'm a complete train wreck when it comes to crushes...