Zephyr
March 24th, 2008, 03:15 AM
So I've had to put up with a lot of my sister's crap over the last 6 years and never told mom or dad anything, but the one time that I mess up she has to go and open her fat mouth and LIE about what actually went on. I'm going to spare the details, but explain the best I can.
Mom was cool once I told her the truth about what really happened because I did someting stupid, but I did the right thing in having somebody get me out of that situation.
Dad, on the other hand, won't believe me and is listening to anything that my sister says to him regarding me. She's been telling him lies about me all weekend since he's gone in Missouri just becuase she's mad at me for not letting her use my lap top and she's too lazy to get the stove running herself and I won't do it for her.
Now she's making my already destructive relationship with my dad worse just because she isn't getting her way and she thinks that she can get away with everything just becuase she's an 'adult'. Well I'll tell you, she's the most immature 20 year old that I've ever known so far.
Grrr!!! I'm so mad that I can hardly see straight!
I hate my family.
I've sacraficed the last six years of my life to make everybody else happy and nobody cares that I lived in misery for the sake of their hapiness. They blow it off and kill me over wanting to make myself happy for once. I'm so sick of it. I'm just so sick of it all right now! Nobody will listen to me excpet for mom, but that's not going to fix my relationship with my dad because he's so stubborn and full of himself always never being wrong about anything. And now apparently everything is my fault because I chose to sacrifice my happiness for everybody else. I'm tired of my dad and sister telling me that I make everything up, but they don't even know the half of it. I still struggle with everything in the past and they act like the past was nothing when it was traumatic for me. I effing hate them all and now they're trying to put me back into the dark corner called misery because they can't admit that they're beings greedy pigs. It's too much to ask for in this family to be happy anymore and I can't stand it.
Sorry if everything seems messy and out of order, I'm just so discombobulated, I'm just writing what comes to mind first.
Mom was cool once I told her the truth about what really happened because I did someting stupid, but I did the right thing in having somebody get me out of that situation.
Dad, on the other hand, won't believe me and is listening to anything that my sister says to him regarding me. She's been telling him lies about me all weekend since he's gone in Missouri just becuase she's mad at me for not letting her use my lap top and she's too lazy to get the stove running herself and I won't do it for her.
Now she's making my already destructive relationship with my dad worse just because she isn't getting her way and she thinks that she can get away with everything just becuase she's an 'adult'. Well I'll tell you, she's the most immature 20 year old that I've ever known so far.
Grrr!!! I'm so mad that I can hardly see straight!
I hate my family.
I've sacraficed the last six years of my life to make everybody else happy and nobody cares that I lived in misery for the sake of their hapiness. They blow it off and kill me over wanting to make myself happy for once. I'm so sick of it. I'm just so sick of it all right now! Nobody will listen to me excpet for mom, but that's not going to fix my relationship with my dad because he's so stubborn and full of himself always never being wrong about anything. And now apparently everything is my fault because I chose to sacrifice my happiness for everybody else. I'm tired of my dad and sister telling me that I make everything up, but they don't even know the half of it. I still struggle with everything in the past and they act like the past was nothing when it was traumatic for me. I effing hate them all and now they're trying to put me back into the dark corner called misery because they can't admit that they're beings greedy pigs. It's too much to ask for in this family to be happy anymore and I can't stand it.
Sorry if everything seems messy and out of order, I'm just so discombobulated, I'm just writing what comes to mind first.