I think i'm losing him... ;~;

[Remora]

Alright, this is a part of my "thread barrage" and also a part of the "Cat loves boy" series, so, enjoy, i guess.

Ruben, the guy i have a crush on, the shy little ball of pure adorableness that i want to pick up and hug every time he breathes, the core of innocence, the handsome slightly less tall person, the legend- you know. The guy i'm desperate for.

Anyways, him. I think i'm losing him. We DID play Magicite together this afternoon, but he had to go halfway trough because his grandparents were visiting. We haven't played it yesterday :c
Art history kept getting cancelled because the teacher is pregnant so i haven't been able to sit next to him in class (even though i've planted myself next to him during recess, not a lot of words were exchanged). I keep walking either submissively (slightly crouching, making sure my body is not higher than Rubens' to make him feel 'safer') or more dominant (tiptoeing actually, but isn't dominance about being the tallest? :3 to show him that i am there to 'protect', hehe) and he's reacted to that by telling me to "walk normally", which means he's getting annoyed with me, which i don't want to happen :c

[CosmicNoodle]

....your obsession has reached new hights.... JK.

Just be normal around him, if it works, great, if it doesn't, top bad, that's about it.

[JamesSuperBoy]

Just be cool and have a little empathy -

[Remora]

....your obsession has reached new hights.... JK.

Just be normal around him, if it works, great, if it doesn't, top bad, that's about it.

But i'm not normal! I'd love to be, honestly- but i'm not, i'm a weirdo! :c

Just be cool and have a little empathy -

I'm trying ;c

[CharlieHorse]

It seems you might be overthinking it. Try just being a friend to him. Be your normal self. Infatuation can lead one to be someone other than themself, which won't work out in the end.
If he likes you back, then that's that.
If not, then I still suggest you be his friend, but respect his feelings and don't push for anything he doesn't want.

[asrlem]

Just be cool and stop over thinking it lol if you relax and be yourself he might open up to you. You never know if he does then it is good if not then im sorry you lost him.

[Remora]

Just be cool and stop over thinking it lol if you relax and be yourself he might open up to you. You never know if he does then it is good if not then im sorry you lost him.

But i'm afraid that if i don't give him a "special treatment", he'll either simply forget me or he'll see the me i am around bigger groups, the half retarded piece of autistic shit that thinks he's a fucking cat.

[James Dean]

But i'm afraid that if i don't give him a "special treatment", he'll either simply forget me or he'll see the me i am around bigger groups, the half retarded piece of autistic shit that thinks he's a fucking cat.

It's just unconditional love. Disagreements, arguments, gripes and stuff can happen from time to time. He was annoyed at what you were doing. It doesn't mean he wants nothing to do with you anymore, he just was bothered by that action. If you want to do that just be funny about it. Tell him that aliens are out to get you and that's why you were walking like that, or something similar. He will probably still not want you to do that but probably laugh and understand you weren't doing it out of harm and probably think nothing of it, which I am sure he probably already has. :P

I know you like him and you don't want to lose him. You won't, just let things fall the way they fall.

[Living For Love]

Honestly, I don't think the "walk normally" comment necessarily means he thought you were annoying. I think you just need to make him feel comfortable around you. The fact that you guys spend a lot of time playing games together, I think that's a huge achievement, I mean, you even bought him the game. Make sure you act normally around him, approach him when you get to school, for instance, greet him, but don't necessarily sit nest to him in classes. It's better if you talk to him during recess than during classes. And you don't have to give him any special treatment, you only have to treat him as a good friend.

[Karkat]

It seems you might be overthinking it. Try just being a friend to him. Be your normal self. Infatuation can lead one to be someone other than themself, which won't work out in the end.
If he likes you back, then that's that.
If not, then I still suggest you be his friend, but respect his feelings and don't push for anything he doesn't want.

I agree with this. Especially that infatuation can turn you into a weirdo...

Because occasionally I'll act weird around MY Charlie (this is getting strange) and I'll regret it heavily. And I am very much infatuated with him.

But I also don't want to taint the friendship we have. Sometimes I just try to push my feelings to the side, because I know he's confused, and doesn't necessarily want certain things to happen between us right now, and I just want to enjoy being with him as a friend, without having to worry about what it means or anything.

It's hard to shake off the feelings sometimes, but if you can build up your friendship in the meantime, it's worth it. Just remember it doesn't mean you have to stop feeling this way for him entirely.

[Remora]

Nevermind! ^^