i guess i fell of the rails

[Broken Toy]

This is more for me but if anyone wants to comment on it or give me advice i love yas.

So i felt quite controlled about self harm, (this sounds so stupid) like i was still doing it but it wasn't like it was bad (see, i consider it a good thing, i think im alone on that one.)

So earlier i was in the shower and i just didnt stop SHing. I did at least 100. Including one on my wrist which scares me as in normally in control to do it in concealed areas. I am taking a major stupid risk and i don't know why i didnt stop.

Anyway, just sharing

[Karkat]

I'm sorry you had a rough time earlier. Hang in there. :hug:

[Seafood]

This is more for me but if anyone wants to comment on it or give me advice i love yas.

So i felt quite controlled about self harm, (this sounds so stupid) like i was still doing it but it wasn't like it was bad (see, i consider it a good thing, i think im alone on that one.)

So earlier i was in the shower and i just didnt stop SHing. I did at least 100. Including one on my wrist which scares me as in normally in control to do it in concealed areas. I am taking a major stupid risk and i don't know why i didnt stop.

Anyway, just sharing

My best guess is that you just, broke. Your mind just snapped into a stance where you just kept doing it without thinking. I've been there.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Everyday won't be perfect. You snapped and had a bad day, but guess what? Today's a new day. Hang in there. :hug:

[CosmicNoodle]

I think everyone has those days where they just fuck the shit up and go insane with SH, I did that a few days ago. You're not alone here, PM me if you want to talk, any time.