Broken Toy
October 6th, 2014, 06:31 PM
I found a self harm trigger guys!
That's not good but i for some reason feel kind of excited to have one (man in not mature enough to have depression)
So anyway, if i relax and put my hands down, my hands automatically turn over showing the inside of my wrists, and it makes me think of what i would be like if i ever cut my wrists (this started a few days after i seriously went to and sat with a blade on my wrist for a while, are they related?) and then i start shaking and want to self harm. Just thought i would mention.
That's not good but i for some reason feel kind of excited to have one (man in not mature enough to have depression)
So anyway, if i relax and put my hands down, my hands automatically turn over showing the inside of my wrists, and it makes me think of what i would be like if i ever cut my wrists (this started a few days after i seriously went to and sat with a blade on my wrist for a while, are they related?) and then i start shaking and want to self harm. Just thought i would mention.