Hey it's me...again:(

[Dark Unicorn]

Ugh...I hate writing these so bad because each time I do I feel like I'm attention-seeking or being a drama queen.Guys I feel horrible right now(I won't kill myself or anything) but I need someone to talk to asap and I know you guys are my family so please message me if you think you want to listen to dying inside.The thing is,things are really bad and it's the worst time to be depressed because I have my finals and I'm so behind because stuff happened last year and I thought God was punishing me because I keep trying to make friends with "normal"(notice that that is in quotes) people when I have seriously messed up mentally and I think I owe that to genetics and stuff.Anyway,I got rid of the one person I was starting to blabber to like I do each time this starts to happen but here I am still in hell basically.There's a lot to tell and I have no one and I need someone.I just wanted you to know what you would be dealing with if you decided to message me.No pressure though.I get that sometimes when someone is in a state you are hesitant to talk to them because you are afraid you may say the wrong thing but just don't tell me I'm being dramatic or to "cheer up".If no one responds that's okay too although I'd really really appreciate it.It's pathetic but I am as desperate as I sound so....

[Dying Ember]

Ugh...I hate writing these so bad because each time I do I feel like I'm attention-seeking or being a drama queen.Guys I feel horrible right now(I won't kill myself or anything) but I need someone to talk to asap and I know you guys are my family so please message me if you think you want to listen to dying inside.The thing is,things are really bad and it's the worst time to be depressed because I have my finals and I'm so behind because stuff happened last year and I thought God was punishing me because I keep trying to make friends with "normal"(notice that that is in quotes) people when I have seriously messed up mentally and I think I owe that to genetics and stuff.Anyway,I got rid of the one person I was starting to blabber to like I do each time this starts to happen but here I am still in hell basically.There's a lot to tell and I have no one and I need someone.I just wanted you to know what you would be dealing with if you decided to message me.No pressure though.I get that sometimes when someone is in a state you are hesitant to talk to them because you are afraid you may say the wrong thing but just don't tell me I'm being dramatic or to "cheer up".If no one responds that's okay too although I'd really really appreciate it.It's pathetic but I am as desperate as I sound so....

Feel free to email me (I don't have 100 posts yet so I can't PM). I don't know if I can help you or not but I'm perfectly happy to listen to you :)

[Hideous]

You can pm me anytime!!
I'm here to listen and help you!!

[Karkat]

You can PM me anytime if needed. :) I'll always be here if you need to vent.

[James Dean]

It's alright. :) Take some time to relax for a bit, just doing what you just did is a good solution to everything. Putting your issue down and venting and wanting to improve. Express yourself whenever you have to.

We are always here for you, and if you need support you can reach out to us. Losing friends is tough, so I completely understand your anger and sadness. Sometimes our relationships and friendships turn sour and it suddenly ends. That is just how life is. Don't push yourself too hard about it.

Study hard so you are not so worried about school and your final exams, if you need help ask a teacher or a classmate. Get yourself a tutor. Don't under any reason give up. Failure will eventually turn into success.

[Dark Unicorn]

It's alright. :) Take some time to relax for a bit, just doing what you just did is a good solution to everything. Putting your issue down and venting and wanting to improve. Express yourself whenever you have to.

We are always here for you, and if you need support you can reach out to us. Losing friends is tough, so I completely understand your anger and sadness. Sometimes our relationships and friendships turn sour and it suddenly ends. That is just how life is. Don't push yourself too hard about it.

Study hard so you are not so worried about school and your final exams, if you need help ask a teacher or a classmate. Get yourself a tutor. Don't under any reason give up. Failure will eventually turn into success.

Hiya.Thank you so much for these kind words.I will continue trying as long as I can.Thank you again!:)

[ScottieDog]

I don't have 100 posts yet, but am working on it. When I do get 100 posts if you want to send a PM I'll listen. I can't promise to be much help but I can promise to listen carefully :) Have a hug for now.

[Living For Love]

You can PM me as well, you've helped me in the past, I guess I can help you now too. :) Whatever it is you're dealing with, believe me, I've been there, and I've survived, it might not be over yet, some bad stuff still haunts me, but it gets better. Stay strong.

[allisonmyers]

hang in there your not alonne

[lowride]

U can pm anytime

[Dark Unicorn]

Thank you all so much.I feel a lot better now:)