I want out.

[Seafood]

I feel so fucking shitty. Too many people don't want to have anything to do with me. Too many people bully me cause I self harm. Too many people hate me. Too many people are dicks.

I want out. Not suicide, I just wanna stop trying. Be a dick to everyone except for 2 people very close to me. Someone wants to make fun of me, knock them the fuck out. I just feel like letting it all out. Fuck them all.

[CosmicNoodle]

I know just how you feel, I feel just the same way every day, its a self destructive way to think. Its really not the best idea to give up though, I've done it before and can tell you from experience that it just makes your situation a thousand times worse.

Don't give up, your better thsnnyou think you are, try too focus on the good things in life, the green trees, funny events, laughing, being with friends, it'll improve your mood by a country mile if you just try to see the good in situations instead of focusing on the bad, but I know that's a hard thing to do, you said you have two people close to you, have you considered talking to one of them about the way you feel?

[Plane And Simple]

TWPR :arrow: Depression, Loss & Grief. You'll get better advice on here :)

[Karkat]

And you know what? No one blames you. I feel that way sometimes. I'm sick of holding my hand out for people who just... Slap it away, or ignore it, or stab me in the back instead.

But eh, trying to be a good/nice person has personally gotten me through things. I don't have to think about myself so much anymore. But you do whatever feels best for you, ok?

I see you're over 100 posts, if you ever need to vent or anything, feel free to PM me anytime :hug:

[Seafood]

I know just how you feel, I feel just the same way every day, its a self destructive way to think. Its really not the best idea to give up though, I've done it before and can tell you from experience that it just makes your situation a thousand times worse.

Don't give up, your better thsnnyou think you are, try too focus on the good things in life, the green trees, funny events, laughing, being with friends, it'll improve your mood by a country mile if you just try to see the good in situations instead of focusing on the bad, but I know that's a hard thing to do, you said you have two people close to you, have you considered talking to one of them about the way you feel?

One of them doesn't want to listen to my problems, because she doesn't think she can help. Cause she's depressed as well and she can't help herself.

The other lives UK. And I'm in Australia. She helps a lot though. I just need someone closer.

And you know what? No one blames you. I feel that way sometimes. I'm sick of holding my hand out for people who just... Slap it away, or ignore it, or stab me in the back instead.

But eh, trying to be a good/nice person has personally gotten me through things. I don't have to think about myself so much anymore. But you do whatever feels best for you, ok?

I see you're over 100 posts, if you ever need to vent or anything, feel free to PM me anytime :hug:

Thank you. I'll be sure to. :)

[CosmicNoodle]

One of them doesn't want to listen to my problems, because she doesn't think she can help. Cause she's depressed as well and she can't help herself.

The other lives UK. And I'm in Australia. She helps a lot though. I just need someone closer.



Well maybe you and your friend can be there for each other? Not just a one sided thing, both of you sit doen and explin how your feeling and why, the other doen't even need to say anything, just listen, that way it helps you both, might work.

And like Ren said, PM me any time, I forgot to add that.

[Seafood]

Well maybe you and your friend can be there for each other? Not just a one sided thing, both of you sit doen and explin how your feeling and why, the other doen't even need to say anything, just listen, that way it helps you both, might work.

And like Ren said, PM me any time, I forgot to add that.

I don't know. I'll try though, but I think she'll just dismiss the idea. It sucks because I love her so much. And I know she loves me.

[CosmicNoodle]

You care about each other, I'm sure you'll be able to help each other in some small way, just talk to her about it, you never know.

[Seafood]

You care about each other, I'm sure you'll be able to help each other in some small way, just talk to her about it, you never know.

I think I've already tried.

[CosmicNoodle]

I think I've already tried.

Well then I really don't know what to say, I've got my own problems to deal with, but keep trying, you both need it.

Like I said, PM me if ya ever want to talk.

[Seafood]

Well then I really don't know what to say, I've got my own problems to deal with, but keep trying, you both need it.

Like I said, PM me if ya ever want to talk.

Thanks.

[ImagineRepublicCity]

You know what? People suck, I know, a lot of people have been there before.

It's good you have some friends, but if anything starts to go bad, if people bully you, if you haven't tried yet, to talk to someone about it. If they do nothing, talk to someone else, and if you continue to do so and no action has been brought forth, either you can ignore them or just stick it to them. Being assertive is always key.

I've heard a lot of stories where someone was being bullied and one of them threatened to punch them and they were so ready to do so and the bully stopped. In fact, that was my English Teacher when she was younger so yup.

Some good ways to let it out though:
> Writing it in a diary
> Writing notes and then burning them up
> Punching/Screaming into pillows
> Drawing it out
> Venting here (We're all here for you c:)
> Deep breathing, soothing music, and just quietness

If you ever feel like self-harming:
> Use a red pen and draw on yourself
> Use a rubber band
> Rip/Scrunch/Destroy paper
> Stomping on Leaves
> And some above^

Like I said, a lot of us are here for you and willing to talk to be your friend. There are also a lot of other sites which do the same. One I used to use was:
http://thequietplaceproject.com/
And they have tons of other links down below where you can get help. I used to use it when I hit a low, and it really helped me out.

Good luck and Stay Safe with everything~ c:

[Seafood]

You know what? People suck, I know, a lot of people have been there before.

It's good you have some friends, but if anything starts to go bad, if people bully you, if you haven't tried yet, to talk to someone about it. If they do nothing, talk to someone else, and if you continue to do so and no action has been brought forth, either you can ignore them or just stick it to them. Being assertive is always key.

I've heard a lot of stories where someone was being bullied and one of them threatened to punch them and they were so ready to do so and the bully stopped. In fact, that was my English Teacher when she was younger so yup.

Some good ways to let it out though:
> Writing it in a diary
> Writing notes and then burning them up
> Punching/Screaming into pillows
> Drawing it out
> Venting here (We're all here for you c:)
> Deep breathing, soothing music, and just quietness

If you ever feel like self-harming:
> Use a red pen and draw on yourself
> Use a rubber band
> Rip/Scrunch/Destroy paper
> Stomping on Leaves
> And some above^

Like I said, a lot of us are here for you and willing to talk to be your friend. There are also a lot of other sites which do the same. One I used to use was:
http://thequietplaceproject.com/
And they have tons of other links down below where you can get help. I used to use it when I hit a low, and it really helped me out.

Good luck and Stay Safe with everything~ c:

Hey, sorry I took a while to reply. To be completly honest I was lost for words.

Thanks a lot Nat. It really helped. xx

[ImagineRepublicCity]

Hey, sorry I took a while to reply. To be completly honest I was lost for words.

Thanks a lot Nat. It really helped. xx

It's alright, PM me if you ever need someone. c: