been a while

[Maiden]

recently it's been 2 years since i last cut, my life is great, got tons of friends studying at university, meeting a girl i like, im living a reality i never thought was possible.

then this weekend came. so yeasterday i was at a friends place for a party, i was having a great time meeting new people etc but then my head just snaps and all of my old feelings came back, the urges i got then was stronger than i've ever felt before.
and i gave in to it, three new cuts to join the many scars on my ankle.

so today all i've been thinking about is why it just came back and im just hoping that im not going to fall back into old habbits.

how much should i think about this, should i be worried or should i take it as some stupid shit i did when i was drunk?

[CosmicNoodle]

Stupid shit you did when drunk, don't think to much about it, don't think about cutting at all if you can, thinking about it will only make you want to do it.

[Maiden]

Stupid shit you did when drunk, don't think to much about it, don't think about cutting at all if you can, thinking about it will only make you want to do it.

i guess i can blame me giving in to the urge on the alchohol but the fact remains that i had all of these feeling return to me after such a long time.

il just have to wait and hope that a similar scenario dosen't occur