Numb [May TRIGGER]

[Seafood]

Do you guys ever feel so emotionless that you just want to cut, to feel pain? Not to relieve anxiety or stress or when your depressed but just because you want to see yourself bleed? Because you want to be in pain?

[Hideous]

I remember cutting because I was being dragged out by my situation... it was a time of my life where I really couldn't do anything else but sit there and watch everything fall to its demise. I fucked up and the way I was feeling wasn't enough. I needed to feel something and to just cry about it. Knowing that I have cuts on my arms and wrists, it's like a daily reminder of how real that pain felt. I needed more and more because I was used to it. Cutting at that time did not help my anxiety or stress or depression, it actually made it worse because I knew I had to cover them up so no one could see.

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

Do you guys ever feel so emotionless that you just want to cut, to feel pain? Not to relieve anxiety or stress or when your depressed but just because you want to see yourself bleed? Because you want to be in pain?

I've felt this way before, minus the cutting part. I've learned better coping skills to deal with feeling so numb, like just saying something so unbelievably stupid that I can't help but laugh at myself.

[Uranus]

Yes. Sometimes I want to do more than that though.... There's probably only one thing stopping me though, otherwise I might've been dead long before now

[Dying Ember]

Yeah I've felt like this a lot.
Hope you're doing okay mason.

[Seafood]

Yeah I've felt like this a lot.
Hope you're doing okay mason.

Thanks Maya. xx

[CosmicNoodle]

Ye, sometimes I feel so emotionless and numb that I just want to remember whats it's like to feel again, even if it means feeling pain. Desperate I know,

[Seafood]

Ye, sometimes I feel so emotionless and numb that I just want to remember whats it's like to feel again, even if it means feeling pain. Desperate I know,

Its not desperate. We just don't know how to cope with it, that's all.

[CosmicNoodle]

Its not desperate. We just don't know how to cope with it, that's all.

Sad thing is, I've been through months of therapy and I still don't know how to cope, so in my mind, fuck it, cutting works.

Anyway, we shoudlt hyjack the thread

[Seafood]

Sad thing is, I've been through months of therapy and I still don't know how to cope, so in my mind, fuck it, cutting works.

Anyway, we shoudlt hyjack the thread

Alright.

[Dalcourt]

I never do that for me self harming is something I just do when I'm upset...it's calming me down.