Me right now

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:mad:It feels like there is a war going on in my head between my good side and my bad side over control of me and it rapidly changes multiple times a day and my energy is low and high differently everyday. Im taking zoloft as prescribed by my psychiatrist to handle my depression but it doesnt always work so now my days tend to get worse and worse and i dont know what this will lead to. What can I do?

[James Dean]

Letting your doctor know about this is a good idea. Antidepressants can only do so much. It is only half of it, perhaps there is something else that is causing this problem. Was there a recent death or issue that happened in your life that is causing you to feel isolated? Is there anything that you enjoy doing? For example, it's nice to turn to a hobby or something that can ease your mind a little. Listening to music, writing your feelings down. Taking apart in some kind of sport can make you feel energized. Doing something new you haven't done before. Playing a game, the list is endless. You are going to have to take the initiative and think of the positives. See the whole picture. Let's discuss this more if we have to. You'll be fine. :)

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I do play soccer and football. I'm in the middle of my football season right now but it doesn't seem to help much because every time I mess up it just makes me feel worse. I don't have any time for free time to myself. My schedule every week is the same I have practice Monday through Thursday during the week after school then after I'm tired and worn out I have to do homework which just makes me feel worse and I have games Friday nights and then I have to work Saturday and Sunday. I am dropping behind in school more and more everyday. My life doesn't seem to turn around at anytime. I have the worst feeling of being lonely and bored everyday. I don't know what to do?