What the fuck is the point of being alive?

[dreamofdante]

I mean really. I'm too ugly to ever get a girlfriend and I'm an unlovable piece of trash that's not worthy anything to anyone. If I died no one would care. I'm never going to have a job because I'm terrible at everything. I'm not worth anything. What the fuck is the point of living if I will never have anything?

[xXoblivionXx]

You are worth something. i don't believe that anyone is worthless, even the meanest of people have some worth, yes maybe they're morals are twisted or they've been through so much pain that has ruined their perspective of life but it's okay. People can and will always change. You have to have hope and you know what, that's what strength is, having hope when there seems to be no point at all.

[Karkat]

You're not worthless, and you're not ugly. I know how it feels to view yourself in that light, and it does suck, but you can make it better.

[CosmicNoodle]

I mean really. I'm too ugly to ever get a girlfriend and I'm an unlovable piece of trash that's not worthy anything to anyone. If I died no one would care. I'm never going to have a job because I'm terrible at everything. I'm not worth anything. What the fuck is the point of living if I will never have anything?

I honestly feel exactly the same, so I can't really give you any advice, but I can tell you this, your not alone, there are a billion other motherfuckers out there right now that feel just like you. Sorry you had to be one of those unlucky bastards.

[lovelycaleb]

How would you feel if you killed yourself and a friend was so torn they did the same. Suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem. There are people who love you whether you credit them or not.

[dreamofdante]

You are worth something. i don't believe that anyone is worthless, even the meanest of people have some worth, yes maybe they're morals are twisted or they've been through so much pain that has ruined their perspective of life but it's okay. People can and will always change. You have to have hope and you know what, that's what strength is, having hope when there seems to be no point at all.

I have no hope. It's dead and I'm worthless.

You're not worthless, and you're not ugly. I know how it feels to view yourself in that light, and it does suck, but you can make it better.

Everyone views me in this light. And don't lie to yourself. You've seen me and you know I'm ugly and fucking stupid looking.

I honestly feel exactly the same, so I can't really give you any advice, but I can tell you this, your not alone, there are a billion other motherfuckers out there right now that feel just like you. Sorry you had to be one of those unlucky bastards.

Yeah it's great. Maybe all us pieces of shits should just walk off a cliff into eternity because no one cares about us.

How would you feel if you killed yourself and a friend was so torn they did the same. Suicide is a permanant solution to a temporary problem. There are people who love you whether you credit them or not.

That would just further cement what a piece of shit I am. But no one cares about me enough to do that so don't worry.

[Karkat]

Everyone views me in this light. And don't lie to yourself. You've seen me and you know I'm ugly and fucking stupid looking.

Yes, I have seen you. I'm not lying to myself, I think you're fairly handsome, by male standards anyways.

I'm not usually attracted to men, so I'm a little out of context here, but you're definitely not ugly.

[CosmicNoodle]

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Yeah it's great. Maybe all us pieces of shits should just walk off a cliff into eternity because no one cares about us.

Mass suicide?
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[dreamofdante]

Yes, I have seen you. I'm not lying to myself, I think you're fairly handsome, by male standards anyways.

I'm not usually attracted to men, so I'm a little out of context here, but you're definitely not ugly.

Well that's quite odd. Everyone else in my life seems to agree I'm an ugly unlovable piece of garbage on the side of the road.

[Karkat]

Well that's quite odd. Everyone else in my life seems to agree I'm an ugly unlovable piece of garbage on the side of the road.

Maybe you need to get new people in your life. :)

[dreamofdante]

Maybe you need to get new people in your life. :)

More people who don't care. Everyone I meet in life doesn't care about me.

[Karkat]

More people who don't care. Everyone I meet in life doesn't care about me.

I've always cared about you. I feel you're a bit difficult to talk to at times because of your self-deprecation, but I've still always wondered how you were doing.

Clearly you're just not meeting the right people.

[dreamofdante]

I've always cared about you. I feel you're a bit difficult to talk to at times because of your self-deprecation, but I've still always wondered how you were doing.

Clearly you're just not meeting the right people.

I hate myself and I think you know that. Self-deprecation comes from it. I don't know who to meet. No one cares.

[Karkat]

I hate myself and I think you know that. Self-deprecation comes from it. I don't know who to meet. No one cares.

Well so do I, but I generally try to keep that in low caps. It's not productive to rant and rave all the time. I've had people distance themselves from me because of it.

From what I've found, the people on this site are very caring. :)

[dreamofdante]

Well so do I, but I generally try to keep that in low caps. It's not productive to rant and rave all the time. I've had people distance themselves from me because of it.

From what I've found, the people on this site are very caring. :)

Not ever meeting them is depressing enough. The only people who show caring aren't around.

[lovelycaleb]

If thats how your friends treat you, your friends are fucking unholy pieces of shit.

[dreamofdante]

If thats how your friends treat you, your friends are fucking unholy pieces of shit.

None of the friend groups in my life ever cared so over time I just figured it was me.

[Karkat]

Not ever meeting them is depressing enough. The only people who show caring aren't around.

That is true. It's tough to be away from the people that care about you.

[dreamofdante]

That is true. It's tough to be away from the people that care about you.

I go through life with no support from anyone because no one cares and even on here it only goes so far because I can't even see you.

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

Life is full of surprises and no matter how bad things look, something can and will always happen to make it at least a little bit better, and if you give up the fight now, you'll never know. In life, you aren't guaranteed anything, but a chance, and if you work with that chance, you can make it a near certainty.

[Karkat]

I go through life with no support from anyone because no one cares and even on here it only goes so far because I can't even see you.

That is tough. I can empathize with you there- I'm literally going through the same thing. All of my friends are hundreds of miles away, pretty much, or at least separated from me.

[dreamofdante]

Life is full of surprises and no matter how bad things look, something can and will always happen to make it at least a little bit better, and if you give up the fight now, you'll never know. In life, you aren't guaranteed anything, but a chance, and if you work with that chance, you can make it a near certainty.

I've been suffering for ten years straight, each year getting worse not better.......

That is tough. I can empathize with you there- I'm literally going through the same thing. All of my friends are hundreds of miles away, pretty much, or at least separated from me.

I'm guessing you know what loneliness feels like. Magnified by a million.

[Karkat]

I'm guessing you know what loneliness feels like. Magnified by a million.

Yeah. Doesn't help that I never get out of the house. (Literally. I get out of the house maybe an average of an hour or two a week on a GOOD week.)

[dreamofdante]

Yeah. Doesn't help that I never get out of the house. (Literally. I get out of the house maybe an average of an hour or two a week on a GOOD week.)

Yeah I barely leave the house because I have no where to go and no one to go with...

[Karkat]

Yeah I barely leave the house because I have no where to go and no one to go with...

Same. Plus, I can't drive, and I live out in the boonies. So even if I wanted to go somewhere, it's hard as fuck to get there. And I'm broke, so there's that.

[dreamofdante]

Yeah that's me summed up to a T. I have my permit but not much I can do with that and I have no money.

[Karkat]

Yeah that's me summed up to a T. I have my permit but not much I can do with that and I have no money.

I don't even have my permit :P

I'm hopefully gonna move in with/near a friend of mine in Idaho (yuck) next year, but I'm so unprepared. Ugh.

[dreamofdante]

I don't even have my permit :P

I'm hopefully gonna move in with/near a friend of mine in Idaho (yuck) next year, but I'm so unprepared. Ugh.

I thought you had a boyfriend. Maybe my memory is way off.

[Karkat]

I thought you had a boyfriend. Maybe my memory is way off.

Nah, I did last time we talked. I'm just not stable enough emotionally to be in a relationship right now. I'm working on me before I can be committed to someone else.

[dreamofdante]

Nah, I did last time we talked. I'm just not stable enough emotionally to be in a relationship right now. I'm working on me before I can be committed to someone else.

That's good. I hope you at least get where you're going. You should be fine eventually.

[Karkat]

That's good. I hope you at least get where you're going. You should be fine eventually.

Thank you. :) I hope your life is able to change for the better as well. Best of luck.

[dreamofdante]

Thank you. :) I hope your life is able to change for the better as well. Best of luck.

Thanks...

[Uranus]

I know exactly what you are going through man. I've been there. Pm me and we can talk. It's a difficult situation but I got through it. Pm me and ill try and help

[DeadEyes]

There is none, really. It's up to you to find something to live for.

[dreamofdante]

There is none, really. It's up to you to find something to live for.

That's the problem...

[DeadEyes]

That's the problem...

Or just let it be and go on for no specific reason, that's what I do.

[DeadEyes]

That's the problem...

Then again, you can find just about any reason to live, no matter how trivial it may seem, a reason not involving anybody else.

[dreamofdante]

Things just keep getting better and better.

[Triceratops]

I mean really. I'm too ugly to ever get a girlfriend and I'm an unlovable piece of trash that's not worthy anything to anyone. If I died no one would care. I'm never going to have a job because I'm terrible at everything. I'm not worth anything. What the fuck is the point of living if I will never have anything?

I've felt this way about myself pretty much 95% of the time since I was about 12 years old. I know how it feels and it's not easy to cope with I can tell you that. Most of the time how we see ourselves is entirely different to how others see us, although it never feels that way does it? We get so tied up in our own depressive and suicidal thoughts and we become stubborn and so adamant that there is no way out and that nothing will change. The thing is you have to hang in there, I've seen people who have gone through the worst horrific time possible get better and end up living a much happier life. Seeing friends who suffered from severe depression, self-harmed and attempted suicide come out and say "things do get better" is probably the only thing that gives me hope and keeps me from killing myself yet.

I strongly advise you go to a doctor and explain how you're feeling. They can refer you to a professional, and prescribe you anti-depressants too. Depression and thoughts of suicide aren't things that someone can deal with alone.

[dreamofdante]

I've felt this way about myself pretty much 95% of the time since I was about 12 years old. I know how it feels and it's not easy to cope with I can tell you that. Most of the time how we see ourselves is entirely different to how others see us, although it never feels that way does it? We get so tied up in our own depressive and suicidal thoughts and we become stubborn and so adamant that there is no way out and that nothing will change. The thing is you have to hang in there, I've seen people who have gone through the worst horrific time possible get better and end up living a much happier life. Seeing friends who suffered from severe depression, self-harmed and attempted suicide come out and say "things do get better" is probably the only thing that gives me hope and keeps me from killing myself yet.

I strongly advise you go to a doctor and explain how you're feeling. They can refer you to a professional, and prescribe you anti-depressants too. Depression and thoughts of suicide aren't things that someone can deal with alone.

I've been suffering since I was six and things have only gotten worse so whenever I hear 'things will get better' I don't take it seriously. I was told that last year on here but this year so far has been the worst of my entire life yet. I'm worried about getting on medication because already my future isn't looking that great.

[Triceratops]

I've been suffering since I was six and things have only gotten worse so whenever I hear 'things will get better' I don't take it seriously. I was told that last year on here but this year so far has been the worst of my entire life yet. I'm worried about getting on medication because already my future isn't looking that great.

I can only assume that you were not diagnosed with clinical depression when you were 6 years old. And you are only 18 years old. Medication will only help you, not make things worse. The truth is if you refuse to act upon the advice you are given which is to go and see the doctors then yes you will still carry on feeling like this and make yourself feel worse. Realistically nobody on a forum can help you.

[dreamofdante]

I can only assume that you were not diagnosed with clinical depression when you were 6 years old. And you are only 18 years old. Medication will only help you, not make things worse. The truth is if you refuse to act upon the advice you are given which is to go and see the doctors then yes you will still carry on feeling like this and make yourself feel worse. Realistically nobody on a forum can help you.

I'll think about it...If I'm to the point I need medication that bad then I'm really damaged.

[Triceratops]

I'll think about it...If I'm to the point I need medication that bad then I'm really damaged.

You are not damaged if you need to take anti-depressants. So many people suffer from depression and take them just to cope with everyday life, it's so extremely common. I have to take medication just to get by in life and I know for a fact that if I didn't I would be a hell of a lot worse.

[dreamofdante]

You are not damaged if you need to take anti-depressants. So many people suffer from depression and take them just to cope with everyday life, it's so extremely common. I have to take medication just to get by in life and I know for a fact that if I didn't I would be a hell of a lot worse.

I guess I just felt that if my life got better I could start to be happy but it's not looking like my life is getting any better...That's making me sadder and sadder as time goes on.

[Triceratops]

I guess I just felt that if my life got better I could start to be happy but it's not looking like my life is getting any better...That's making me sadder and sadder as time goes on.

Your life will never get better if you wallow in self-pity and don't try to get help.

[dreamofdante]

Your life will never get better if you wallow in self-pity and don't try to get help.

Yeah I'm just a loser like you think.