I see no future

[xXoblivionXx]

I really don't know how much more I can take. I don't know what I want to do after college.. I don't know what I want to study it's all so hard and I'm not even that good but you don't see that :( no one understands me.. I don't even understand at times.. And I swear I saw the lab technition mark an abnormality with my kidney on that ultrasound.. Please don't be cancer :( I don't know how much longer I can hold on... I don't see a point at all and all the heart ache just makes it worse :'( I just want it to stop, please make the pain stop :( :(

[Karkat]

I'm so sorry :(

Just look at your signature though. You're so strong. Stay strong. You can do this! I know it's probably not much help, seeing as we've barely ever talked, but I believe in you. :)

I wish you the absolute best of luck, and am sending love and hugs your way. :hug:

[Gumleaf]

I can't really say much to help. But life is a long time an bad times that seem so dark come and go. I know sometimes there seems like there is no hope, but there is hope. I'm not going to pretend that I know how you feel, but I am confident that you can find hope and get past all these things that are bogging you down. Fire me off a pm if you want to talk at all. I might not know all the answers, but I will listen. I know how important it is just to have someone listen and care about how you feel.

[CosmicNoodle]

You know you can PM me any time, You always did say I was good at cheering you up or at least leading you through things, my doors always open...well...inbox....same differance.

[xXoblivionXx]

thanks guys, it means a lot :hug:

[Karkat]

thanks guys, it means a lot :hug:

You're absolutely welcome. Anytime. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. :hug:

[Uranus]

I'm so sorry :(

Just look at your signature though. You're so strong. Stay strong. You can do this! I know it's probably not much help, seeing as we've barely ever talked, but I believe in you. :)

I wish you the absolute best of luck, and am sending love and hugs your way. :hug:

She is exactly right! Your signature tells people who you truly are. Your strong and are a roller coaster that only goes up! Don't let this situation break you DOWN. And you said you only believe we get one chance and one chance only. So you don't let this situation destroy yourself. You get through it. I did this with my gf once. She was considering suicide so I said "Ari, listen to me. You are stronger than this. You have gotten through so much shit worse than this. Now don't ever hurt yourself again. Every cut you put upon yourself is a mark that says you chose to give up and you would have to live with that the rest of your life. Now put the knife down and don't ever do it again. I'm not asking." Every since then she hasn't done it. I know I was speaking a little bit strict but it is true. And she was stronger than that. And by the sight of your signature I can tell you are strong. Now I'm not saying your suicidal but I was using an example. Now for college? Do what you love! If you love animals, consider being a veterinarian. All you have to do is believe in yourself and do what you love . Enough said.... Good luck ��

[DeadEyes]

Dead Eyes See No Future.