beast5400
September 24th, 2014, 06:37 PM
I'm 15, I've had severe depression for nearly 3 years, depersonalized for 2 years triggered by smoking too much weed and anxiety, and I just can't do it anymore. I've lost all my friends, I've fucked my future, I've been in and out of school because for a while I couldn't decide whether to drop out or stay but recently I've decided to drop out completely. I have no life. I used to be happy and had aspirations but that's completely gone now. No interest in anything. No motivation. I can't fucking stand this useless existence anymore. It's eating me alive. I don't see myself alive in a month from now.