Self harming again

[Dalcourt]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

[Croconaw]

Don't feel bad for self harming. I might help at the moment, but not in the future. It will only be the old pattern if you let it. You have the power to change and become a better person. If you need anyone to talk to, we are here for you. You're not stupid and you shouldn't hate yourself. You didn't do anything wrong. I am proud of you for making it a couple months without self harming. That is an accomplishment you should be proud of. Stay strong.

[Seafood]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

You can't stop self harming completely without stuffing up.

You'll get there.

[Dalcourt]

You can't stop self harming completely without stuffing up.

You'll get there.

ah, well I know I can't but I try...cuz it's dangerous and I kinda risk my health with it. and that's why I'm angry

[Dying Ember]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

Everyone has slip ups, its part of trying to stop. Not doing it for a few months is a real accomplishment and you should be so proud of yourself, well done :)

[CosmicNoodle]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

I've started again in the last few weeks after some shit went down, tonight is quite bad, I was cutting erlier and I'm sure I will again later, you can PM me if you want to talk aout it in private, other than that all I can do is give you my best wishes.

[Uranus]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

You're not stupid!
You don't need to hate yourself.
You are a wonderful person and you can get past this issue.
Please view the link in my signature.
Pm me if you want to talk

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

I haven self harmed for a couple of months but today I broke down and started again.
I really hate myself for it.
How can I be so stupid.
It always caused nothing but trouble and now I start again, why the hell.
I'm so afraid it won't be a one time thing and I slip back into my old pattern.

TBH, I feel the same way. I was fine for so long, and now, I feel so bad inside.

[Broken Toy]

If you blame yourself then of course you'll want to do it more.
You have to accept that it is not your fault for what happened, its no one else but its not something to blame about, just look forward.
Read my signature, i believe one particular sentence is relevant