HUSTLEMAN
September 20th, 2014, 04:23 AM
Hello my VT subjects,
This is a rather unusual spot for me to be lurking around but am I depressed?
For the past few weeks I've been sad/feeling angry/depressed and I have been stressed out because I feel as though I am in love with these two girls even though I can't have because one has a boyfriend and a senior. The other girlhas rejected me so many times. Yeah I know the hope is futile but I cannotstop myself from thinking about them. I also have my job to worry about keeping and this leads me to school. I am in the IB program which is the most stressed fiilled curriculum in the world and I'm flunking two classes, IB Math Studies and IB Spanish. The deal was with my parents I had to get at least a 80 avg. In all my classes or else I lose my job. Math I have no idea &nd Spanish I am sitting on a 66 with only 3 weeks to raise that score and I'm feeling hopeless guys. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm crumbling guys and I can't lose my job. And I'm the leader of the Broadcast Team and I'm doing a Reading Bowl and I am organizing a CAS outlet for the IB juniors. I feel as though I am on the brink of tears constanly and I just don't know what to do now
This is a rather unusual spot for me to be lurking around but am I depressed?
For the past few weeks I've been sad/feeling angry/depressed and I have been stressed out because I feel as though I am in love with these two girls even though I can't have because one has a boyfriend and a senior. The other girlhas rejected me so many times. Yeah I know the hope is futile but I cannotstop myself from thinking about them. I also have my job to worry about keeping and this leads me to school. I am in the IB program which is the most stressed fiilled curriculum in the world and I'm flunking two classes, IB Math Studies and IB Spanish. The deal was with my parents I had to get at least a 80 avg. In all my classes or else I lose my job. Math I have no idea &nd Spanish I am sitting on a 66 with only 3 weeks to raise that score and I'm feeling hopeless guys. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm crumbling guys and I can't lose my job. And I'm the leader of the Broadcast Team and I'm doing a Reading Bowl and I am organizing a CAS outlet for the IB juniors. I feel as though I am on the brink of tears constanly and I just don't know what to do now