Depressed

[Seafood]

I don't know.

Over the past 4 months I have been sad, self harming after my gf left me. I've tried to get help from friends but all have been distant and have bullied be about it. Now I just talk to no one. I listen to music to help, but it doesn't sometimes. I haze screamed at my parents about 3 times, telling them I want them to die, I want to die, leave me alone. Left my house once a few weeks ago and once just an hour ago.

I'm so fucking confused.

[Dalcourt]

Well, most people feel depressed at some point in their life. I can't tell how serious it is for you as you provide little information about how it started what the causes are etc.
Most important is to talk to someone...it usually helps me. you can talk to me if you want, sometimes it's easier with strangers.

Apart from that...you shouldn't stay on your own...force yourself to go out and interact with others...for me this is often very helpful when I feel down and just want to be alone...it helps me to get over the depressive state before getting in to deep.

[Seafood]

Well, most people feel depressed at some point in their life. I can't tell how serious it is for you as you provide little information about how it started what the causes are etc.
Most important is to talk to someone...it usually helps me. you can talk to me if you want, sometimes it's easier with strangers.

Apart from that...you shouldn't stay on your own...force yourself to go out and interact with others...for me this is often very helpful when I feel down and just want to be alone...it helps me to get over the depressive state before getting in to deep.

I just want to be around people who care, and no one really does.

[Dalcourt]

I just want to be around people who care, and no one really does.

Well who knows maybe there's somenone out there who cares and if you don't hang out with people that "don't care" and stay around maybe you miss those who care, to. Or maybe you have to start to care so others do, too.

[Seafood]

Well who knows maybe there's somenone out there who cares and if you don't hang out with people that "don't care" and stay around maybe you miss those who care, to. Or maybe you have to start to care so others do, too.

I didn't really understand that.

[Dalcourt]

I didn't really understand that.

I mean, as long as it's not a real depression where you need help from a specialist which I doubt...you have to make the first step...like going out and be among other people even if you don't want to. If you retreat yourself it will only get worse. And you can't always wait for others to make a first step.

[Seafood]

I mean, as long as it's not a real depression where you need help from a specialist which I doubt...you have to make the first step...like going out and be among other people even if you don't want to. If you retreat yourself it will only get worse. And you can't always wait for others to make a first step.

I am seeing a professional.

[Dalcourt]

I am seeing a professional.

And what does the professional say then...sorry if I sound a bit cranky but it's early in the morning for me...I don't want to be mean, okay?

Do you go there cuz of the depression or the self harming part or what? I've been to several therapists and not all were useful, well in fact hardly any of them.

Are you just feeling so bad cuz of your gf? Or cuz your friends don't want to help you? As I said you aren't to clear what's wrong.

[Seafood]

And what does the professional say then...sorry if I sound a bit cranky but it's early in the morning for me...I don't want to be mean, okay?

Do you go there cuz of the depression or the self harming part or what? I've been to several therapists and not all were useful, well in fact hardly any of them.

Are you just feeling so bad cuz of your gf? Or cuz your friends don't want to help you? As I said you aren't to clear what's wrong.

You're alright.

I got there because my I don't tell my parents anything. Due to my depressing, angry behavior and my self harming they sent me to this guy.

I feel depressed because my friends don't really care about me. Some have bullied me. It sucks. I just, well, sit alone.

[Dalcourt]

Well, I don't know your parents, but maybe talking to them and explaining what is going on with you would be better than talking to some therapist? I mean, my Dad's an abusive a..hole, sorry to say that, but I usually prefer talking to him than some of the therapists and counselors I've been sent to in the past and who hadn't given a damn just wanted to earn money.

Why do you have this angry behavior concerning your parents? Did they do something wrong?
And your friends bullied you? Why? Cuz you felt depressed?

[Seafood]

Well, I don't know your parents, but maybe talking to them and explaining what is going on with you would be better than talking to some therapist? I mean, my Dad's an abusive a..hole, sorry to say that, but I usually prefer talking to him than some of the therapists and counselors I've been sent to in the past and who hadn't given a damn just wanted to earn money.

Why do you have this angry behavior concerning your parents? Did they do something wrong?
And your friends bullied you? Why? Cuz you felt depressed?

ATM I 'm not on very good terms with my parents for various reasons.

The angry behavior, once almost every fortnight I just sorta explode and scream at the top of my lungs to them. Leave the house for 30 minutes. Break stuff.

My friends bully me because they think I'm doing it (self harm) for attention.

[Dalcourt]

ATM I 'm not on very good terms with my parents for various reasons.

The angry behavior, once almost every fortnight I just sorta explode and scream at the top of my lungs to them. Leave the house for 30 minutes. Break stuff.

My friends bully me because they think I'm doing it (self harm) for attention.

Well, for me self harming is something kinda private and I don't think that a lot of my friends even know I do it on occasion. I don't really want them to know anyway so I can't relate to why your friends think you do it for attention. Maybe when you try to explain your reasons for it to them it would help?

Why do you get angry that you scream and break stuff? I mean I have mental issues(due to sexual and physical abuse) and kinda can't help getting angry and aggressive but even I need a reason for it.

I don't really want people around me to know so I try to act as "normal"" as possible, so I cannot say I'm experienced with the problems you have because of your issues. But I guess in your case being honest about how you feel and explaining that you don't do it for attention might help a great deal in the relationship with your friends and your parents. Maybe if they can understand everything gets easier and they will be more supportive. But first you must start communicating with them and show them the real you.

[Seafood]

Well, for me self harming is something kinda private and I don't think that a lot of my friends even know I do it on occasion. I don't really want them to know anyway so I can't relate to why your friends think you do it for attention. Maybe when you try to explain your reasons for it to them it would help?

Why do you get angry that you scream and break stuff? I mean I have mental issues(due to sexual and physical abuse) and kinda can't help getting angry and aggressive but even I need a reason for it.

I don't really want people around me to know so I try to act as "normal"" as possible, so I cannot say I'm experienced with the problems you have because of your issues. But I guess in your case being honest about how you feel and explaining that you don't do it for attention might help a great deal in the relationship with your friends and your parents. Maybe if they can understand everything gets easier and they will be more supportive. But first you must start communicating with them and show them the real you.

I get angry after an altercation with my mum.

So, for example, the other night I asked my mum if she could feed the dogs because I had a killer headache, and just came home from a 3 day hike and was exhausted. I also had an urge to cut at the time. So I just exploded. Boom.

I just cut ties with the friends that were bulling me because they were also dicks beforehand.

[Leprous]

I don't know.

Over the past 4 months I have been sad, self harming after my gf left me. I've tried to get help from friends but all have been distant and have bullied be about it. Now I just talk to no one. I listen to music to help, but it doesn't sometimes. I haze screamed at my parents about 3 times, telling them I want them to die, I want to die, leave me alone. Left my house once a few weeks ago and once just an hour ago.

I'm so fucking confused.

Hey there, first of all, don't say that you want to die, and don't run away from your home. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to let me know. We are all there for you, and all I can say right now is that you can't give up. Stay strong buddy, you can do it.