Hurts more and more...

[Axw_JD]

It's always the same fucking shit... I start feeling like things are changing, that life will finally start getting better, just to be slapped by reality in the face as hard as it can... I am fucking tired of this bullshit, I can't take it any more. It's always the same, I don't wanna stick around to find out if maybe in 1, 5, 10, 20 years it gets slightly bearable, I don't fucking care, it simply isn't going to ever be good, it's never going to be a normal happy life like others have, it's always going to be me having to be thankful for the scraps others throw at me out of pity.

[Leprous]

It's always the same fucking shit... I start feeling like things are changing, that life will finally start getting better, just to be slapped by reality in the face as hard as it can... I am fucking tired of this bullshit, I can't take it any more. It's always the same, I don't wanna stick around to find out if maybe in 1, 5, 10, 20 years it gets slightly bearable, I don't fucking care, it simply isn't going to ever be good, it's never going to be a normal happy life like others have, it's always going to be me having to be thankful for the scraps others throw at me out of pity.

Hey there, look, first of all, don't give up. I know it's hard, and I know how you feel, life can be very tough at times, and I really know the feeling. Just don't give up, and don't end your own life, if you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me.

[Magenta]

We all take hits when things are looking good. That's called life. Life is about embracing the good and coping with the bad, not expecting things to be normal and good all the time. You don't know how long it'll take for things to improve, no, but it happens faster when you make changes to your life to make it suit your needs.

There's a quote I like: "Dying is easy, living is hard." Because it's true. But that's what makes life worth living. No one has a normal, happy life. Everyone has some kind of shitty problem because that's just reality. Nothing is perfect. But coping is how people get through it. You need to find a coping mechanism that works for you (and a healthy one).