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[Whisper]

Ever feel like you've gotten to the point where you need the pain, the confusion.....The scars just to live?....To survive
Like as long as its there you're okay but the second you get a touch....a taste of happiness you fall back into yourself, knowing you can never make it all stop.....make it all just dissapear

[TheWizard]

There is no fate except that which you make :)

[-Silence]

I do, Cody.

And I'm so sorry, I wish I had something, anything to say which could just take the whole feeling from you. If I could, believe me I would. I'm sorry that you have to feel this, I'm sorry that you get that bit of happiness and then in an instant you are back into whatever hell you were int the first place.

If there is anything that I can do, please tell me, you mean so much to me Cody and you deserve much better.

Hang in there, and take care,.
:hug: