Do I have anyone left to talk to?

[OMGOMG132]

Sorry this is really long, I just have a lot to write down

My family that I was born with is two sisters and one mom, no dad. I am calling my family 'the family that I was born with' due to the fact that I am leaving with my mom in Canada and my two sisters live with their boyfriends in Israel, where I was born. So I just don't consider them my current family

I have a few problems I need advice on.
First, my math homework problem, I have about 10% patience when it comes to doing math. My mom has a master degree in math and over the years she has helped my older sisters with their math homework and it went fine.

Now she is helping me with my Grade 8 math homework. And when ever she does.

My brain just locks up, I don't end up actually learning anything from the homework, I don't seem to want to learn the homework and I rather just get through it to have free time and go back to my computer distractions, and I remember it enough to get a C-B in my math quiz.

How ever, lately the patience tolerance with the math homework has started to go down and will go even more down in the future. I can literally see my self in the principle office with my mom in the room too sitting in front of the principle as he tells us how my grades have been going down hill.

When ever me and my mom briefly talk about my math problem I say 'Sure mom! I will listen to you when we do our homework and I will be a good student' and I am not trying to lie when I say it and I actually mean it. But when we actually get together and do the math homework. I loose all my available patience and my brain goes on full lock-down mode.

Second, This is a much more serious problem. All the time in my class I was known as the guy who sits in-front of the computer all time and doesn't have any friends.

The part with me being with the computer all day is true, how ever. The part with me having no friends was not true, many people kept thinking it was true and told me it was not good to have no friends. I told them I was fine with no friends and I was actually fine. Because I thought I had no friends when I actually did.

But all of a sudden, I move to a new high school where only 5% of my class goes to the same school as I do. The people from the old school that came to my school make new best friends. How ever, me with my social skills completely messed up and unused, I make no new friends and practicality have NO friends, or any best friends. This was fine until we started doing the math homework and my mom's patience with me got empty too and basically told me "either do the math on your own, or don't do it" And I cant do the math on my own so I am left here in my my room crying about how I will soon fail in life and have no job.

The reason that I cant do the math homework on my own is because my mom has been helping me with the math since grade 1. And ever since I basically didn't learn anything either.

Then I realized I have no trusted friends to talk to about my problem. And now I am sitting here typing this thing in hopes someone will help me in my situation.

There has been times when I have been low in life, but I have never... Literally NEVER been this low. All I have left to do is watch pirated movies and TV shows and play a bit of video games and coding and watch my life go down hill. Who knows, maybe I will even get in trouble on the internet. Criminal offenses wise. (<--- it's just what happens when I get bored or depressed.)

This may even not seem really bad. But it is.

[xarvon1412]

Hey man, sorry, I'm back on the forums after a pretty long break, so my helping skills might be lacking. However, I just wanted to let you know that first, I'm here for you. That doesn't help much because I suck at math probably just as bad as you do. However, if you ever need someone to talk to then I can help you. Secondly, there are many different things that you can do to get help in this situation. You can talk to your mother. It sounds like up until this point she's been rather patient with you, and that shows compassion and understanding. She's hit a rough patch with you though, and has suddenly become frustrated, that is not the fault of you, nor your mothers. I'd say talk to her, tell her what's been going on, the situation with your new school and things of the sort. If you can't talk to her, then show her this post. I'd have to say that it's very informative and she'll get the message. If she doesn't then you can always go to your teachers. Always. It doesn't even have to be your math teacher, any and every teacher has some basic understanding of math, especially the math you're dealing with right now. So those are my two solutions that I can think of right now, if neither of those work then just tell me that :) I'll be happy to help with more suggestions. I wish you luck!