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Dalcourt
September 12th, 2014, 12:07 PM
The last couple of months have been more than exhausting. I had repeatedly trouble with my abusive and drug addict Dad. We moved to a new place. I had to start a new life away from the city. I lost my boyfriend due to the moving away and many many things more.

After all these things I don't have feelings anymore. I feel totally empty. I'm tired, I don't feel like talking to anyone or do anything at all. I used to be happy and doing lots of different things but I just don't have any strength anymore.

I really don't know what to do or how to get my old active life back.

End of rant.

Broken Toy
September 12th, 2014, 12:54 PM
What is it making you feel empty?

your boyfriend?
have you had a serious boyfriend before? Have you had to move on before?

your dad?
what are your options? Lay them all.out and evaluate

CosmicNoodle
September 12th, 2014, 01:38 PM
I know how you feel, after a while of your life turningf to shit you just stop feeling, I'm afraid I don't know the answer, all I can say is hang in there, and that you can PM me anytime

Dalcourt
September 12th, 2014, 05:13 PM
What is it making you feel empty?

your boyfriend?
have you had a serious boyfriend before? Have you had to move on before?

your dad?
what are your options? Lay them all.out and evaluate


well actually I don't really know ... my whole life is just a mess and it seems to draining me of all energy and leaves me empty.
I've moved around before .... people had been coming and going all my life but I never felt that bad about it, ya know.
my boyfriend...it was my first serious boyfriend...and all.
my dad, well, lol... there aren't really much options...life with him is hard but yeah there's nothing I can do.

I just feel I don't have the strength to go on and that most people in my new school think I'm some kind of freak doesn't help at all...I'm alone and to deal with all this shit alone is just something I fell I can't do anymore right now.

Broken Toy
September 12th, 2014, 05:42 PM
Take strength from anything and everything.
Who says they think your a freak. They would have told you so therefore they don't think so.
You're boyfriend will be the thing. Its not uncommon if it was your first serious boyfriend to feel empty. You need practise moving on. You may hurt but look at where you were and where you are now. You have a fresh start, everything you don't like about where you used to live is gone.

Leprous
September 13th, 2014, 12:26 AM
The last couple of months have been more than exhausting. I had repeatedly trouble with my abusive and drug addict Dad. We moved to a new place. I had to start a new life away from the city. I lost my boyfriend due to the moving away and many many things more.

After all these things I don't have feelings anymore. I feel totally empty. I'm tired, I don't feel like talking to anyone or do anything at all. I used to be happy and doing lots of different things but I just don't have any strength anymore.

I really don't know what to do or how to get my old active life back.

End of rant.

Well buddy, I'm afraid that all I can say is that we're all there for you, and if you need someone, feel free to let me know. I'm feeling just like you.