deeper than ever (vent)

[Broken Toy]

Im just so pissed off with myself at the minute because today i cut myself but normally i cut a lot and quickly. But today i wasn't sad as much as angry and it was just slow and really deep. That was pretty scary. Ive never been scared cutting before but this time it just didn't stop bleeding.

Today was just a fuck up.

[Prejudiceisignorance]

:( we're here for you :)

[Plane And Simple]

I already told you. Life gets better, you just need to hold on, toss your blades and wait for it. Cutting only makes stuff worse, it's not the solution. Once again, I'm here for you. Whenever you feel like cutting, speak to us. It's not the end, just hold on for a bit longer, please.

[Broken Toy]

Well i made a promise to bot cut in the shower yesterday and i didn't so that's good

[Cognizant]

Well i made a promise to bot cut in the shower yesterday and i didn't so that's good

Good! :) just keep taking baby steps - keep making those promises to yourself and you'll realize that cutting isn't worth it!

[Plane And Simple]

Well i made a promise to bot cut in the shower yesterday and i didn't so that's good

That's awesome! We're so proud of ya :D Keep going, you'll be out of SH in no time :hug:

[CosmicNoodle]

It gets scarey when they don't stop bleading, usually for me they stop in like 20 mins but this one time it kept on for hours, fucked with my mind something fearce.
It's OK that you cut, relapsing is all poart of recovery, its impossible to just stop cold turkey, I've tried hundreds of times. Just try to go a little longer withjout cutting each time, don't deny yourself the releafe of doing it, i used to cut like 3 or 4 times a day, deep ones, but then I forced myself to go a little longer without each time, and a little less deep each time, it took a LONG time but now its days or sometimes weeks between cuts, just go a little longer each time and youll start to get thyere, don't forget we're always here if you need us, feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk about it if you feel you can't handle things anymore.

[Broken Toy]

I think im just going to do it kind of a weekly thing. Im cutting like 5 times a week so i guess i could try for like 3 next week then 1 a week and see what happens.

[Plane And Simple]

Aim for none a week, but you can always do it if you really have to, but aim for none.