Aceso
September 7th, 2014, 03:40 PM
I haven't been with my boyfriend long, but I trust him. I know he'll be fine with it, and he'll be supportive, so I don't even know why I can't open up to him about this, of all things.
It's getting bad. My dad's walked in on me purging twice recently and it's severely affecting my health.
I'm spending disgusting amounts of money every week on foods to just chew and spit.
I just can't stand the idea of being weak, of letting him down. He's my best friend, the only sense of true security I can recall having. I'm worried he'll be hurt or confused I didn't tell him from the start, or be disappointed I felt I couldn't tell him.
I'm just so sick of myself. I'm sick of nothing changing, and I'm sick of hurting those I care about.
How do I tell him? And how do I begin to help myself with this?
Thanks
It's getting bad. My dad's walked in on me purging twice recently and it's severely affecting my health.
I'm spending disgusting amounts of money every week on foods to just chew and spit.
I just can't stand the idea of being weak, of letting him down. He's my best friend, the only sense of true security I can recall having. I'm worried he'll be hurt or confused I didn't tell him from the start, or be disappointed I felt I couldn't tell him.
I'm just so sick of myself. I'm sick of nothing changing, and I'm sick of hurting those I care about.
How do I tell him? And how do I begin to help myself with this?
Thanks