Polo2847
September 5th, 2014, 02:32 AM
Hi! So I'm a freshman in college now. Back in senior year, I spent a lot of time with this girl who had many many things in common with me. She introduced me to anime, and we had fun talking and spending time together. I loved spending time together. She had to move to Japan for university (I know, ouch!), and when I confessed to her, she said stuff like "Oh, uhh, I don't know what to say...well you know, people change over time...I'm not really interested in love." She also joked about friendzone a bit. AND before I liked her, we were talking about our future, and she mentioned she was never interested in love. Soo she never gave me a clear answer whether or not she likes me.
I also like another guy, he's a senior in high school now, but the thing is, he doesn't have many common things with me. I guess this makes me have to try harder, and things get more interesting as I have to "squeeze" the information out of him. I like him because he's cute and we both watch anime, we love spending time together, but I don't feel the same way towards him as I felt with the girl. He's still in the same city that I'm in, so I'm able to see him often.
With the girl, it's more of a wholesome feeling, I felt deep. I guess you could say it's love. She never acknowledged my love back. The thing is, the girl is in Japan, while I'm in West USA, and I don't know when I'll have enough money to visit her. I cried the day she left to her plane. I feel like a 'player' because i like/love one person, and I like the other. Even if I do wait for the girl, who knows if she'll have a boyfriend, or love me back 4 years from now. I don't even know what I should do, or how I should handle this...
I also like another guy, he's a senior in high school now, but the thing is, he doesn't have many common things with me. I guess this makes me have to try harder, and things get more interesting as I have to "squeeze" the information out of him. I like him because he's cute and we both watch anime, we love spending time together, but I don't feel the same way towards him as I felt with the girl. He's still in the same city that I'm in, so I'm able to see him often.
With the girl, it's more of a wholesome feeling, I felt deep. I guess you could say it's love. She never acknowledged my love back. The thing is, the girl is in Japan, while I'm in West USA, and I don't know when I'll have enough money to visit her. I cried the day she left to her plane. I feel like a 'player' because i like/love one person, and I like the other. Even if I do wait for the girl, who knows if she'll have a boyfriend, or love me back 4 years from now. I don't even know what I should do, or how I should handle this...