I hate this so much right now.. (i post too much on here)

[bbychop]

Blinkyyyyyyy182: I fuckin hate myself
Blinkyyyyyyy182: HATE
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I'm fuckin useless
hopeless love616: what is it?
Blinkyyyyyyy182: my fast ass ran out of breathe
Blinkyyyyyyy182: breath*
Blinkyyyyyyy182: didn't even fuckin get half way to my grandmas
hopeless love616: *huggles*
Blinkyyyyyyy182: Don't deserve that
hopeless love616: yes you do
Blinkyyyyyyy182: no
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I don't
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I'm ganna hit my dad
Blinkyyyyyyy182: soo he can beat the fuck out of me
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I don't deserve to live
Blinkyyyyyyy182: anymore
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I can't even fuckin run .2 miles
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I hate myself
Blinkyyyyyyy182: for eating mc donalds
Blinkyyyyyyy182: and never leaving from my seat
Blinkyyyyyyy182: tomorrow I will run
Blinkyyyyyyy182: even if I pass out
Blinkyyyyyyy182: on the fuckin street
hopeless love616: do whatever makes you happiest
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I can't kill myself
Blinkyyyyyyy182: no sharp objects or weapons
hopeless love616: honey don't do that!
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I can't even if I wanted
hopeless love616: you better not
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I can't
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I want to
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I'm soo fuckin useless
Blinkyyyyyyy182: I hate myself ashley
hopeless love616: why? why do you hate yourself?
hopeless love616: i love you ok? and i don't like it when you get like this. i get upset.


He is making me sad. I don't like it when he is like this. I wish I could help him. He is so upset cuz he had to do some workout thing and it's like :?

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

remember how he treated you when you had a bad day? maybe you should extend the same courtesy

[Anonymous]

ashley, honestly..hes not right for you...im sorry to break it to you. im sorry i havent been talkign to you much...we need to start up the string of pms again...hehe

[bbychop]

:) yeah we should. i just sent you a pm.
but now he is doing better. :? he's on my last nerve.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

let him go, if you want to be a happy person just let him go

[bbychop]

Now I have Nathan going on about how he wants to be with me and that's not helping and I don't want to be with Nathan if he keeps this up. :( Ugh. I hate people (most)

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

well the first thing you gotta do is breakup wiht wesley

[bbychop]

I want to, but then again, I don't. I like someone else, the only problem is is that he is far far away. Like over an ocean. But he likes me too. I don't know. He is coming to visit next summer so I'm like cool cuz Wesley will be away but yeah. Wesley did mention that while he was away I could find someone else for the 3 years. :? Who knows.

[tashbash3]

well, if you wanna be with him, and if he's in that kind of mood again, first thing:
DON'T SAY IT MAKES YOU UPSET.

Then he'll feel like it's his fault and make things even worse, trust me, i've been in this situation before.
Does he get counsilling, cause if not, it sounds like he should.

[closed]

You can talk to him, and try to reach is heart. speak to him and relax him.

Oh sorry, i didn't see this was an old thread ><

[1_21Guns]

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