PinkFloyd
August 31st, 2014, 12:50 AM
Ok so a bit of a back story. I've been close to this girl Bri for about half a year. She was with my best friend Chris but they broke up because he really fucked his own life up badly. I don't talk to him any more.
Anyways so me and Bri became really close friends right as soon as I met her. We have always had the same taste in music and just seemed perfect for each other. Like, if you saw us hanging out, you'd be convinced we were together just from seeing how we interact.
Fast forwarding a bit, two nights ago, Bri told me she hid a note for me in my room and my hint on finding it was "hat." Sure enough, I found a note in one of my hats that said this:
Rob,
This may come as a shock... but there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while... I like you. A lot. I don't want this to ruin our friendship. If you don't like me beck that's totally fine. We can just be friends if that's what you want. This took me about seven times to write and well... Um that's about all I needed to say"
-Bri
So basically I was in absolute awe that this was actually happening. So much so that this morning, I went to her house first thing at 9 AM. We decided to go to my friend Oleg's place where he had some Mikes Hard Lemonade and vodka. Because both me and bri are fucking idiots, I had 4 bottles of Mikes and she had half a bottle of Vodka. After we were both.. uh... Intoxicated, we were sitting in Oleg's room. By this time we had only talked about the note and stuff a little bit so now we were just bursting with emotion. If we were sober and normal, smart people, we would probably have a nice kiss or something else innocent like that. BUT NO. We almost wrecked our relationship because of what I did.
I'm not gonna go into detail but I will say that my hand went somewhere that it probably shouldn't have and that was that. It happened. When we woke up hours later, we were wearing no clothes and didn't have any memory of what happened. The only reason I know ll of this is because it's all coming back to me now.
ANYWAYS, my point is, don't mix alcohol with relationships. It really never ends well and what happened today is one of my biggest mistakes ever. Really, stay away from alcohol in general if you're underage. It's dangerous stuff.
Anyways so me and Bri became really close friends right as soon as I met her. We have always had the same taste in music and just seemed perfect for each other. Like, if you saw us hanging out, you'd be convinced we were together just from seeing how we interact.
Fast forwarding a bit, two nights ago, Bri told me she hid a note for me in my room and my hint on finding it was "hat." Sure enough, I found a note in one of my hats that said this:
Rob,
This may come as a shock... but there's something I've been meaning to tell you for a while... I like you. A lot. I don't want this to ruin our friendship. If you don't like me beck that's totally fine. We can just be friends if that's what you want. This took me about seven times to write and well... Um that's about all I needed to say"
-Bri
So basically I was in absolute awe that this was actually happening. So much so that this morning, I went to her house first thing at 9 AM. We decided to go to my friend Oleg's place where he had some Mikes Hard Lemonade and vodka. Because both me and bri are fucking idiots, I had 4 bottles of Mikes and she had half a bottle of Vodka. After we were both.. uh... Intoxicated, we were sitting in Oleg's room. By this time we had only talked about the note and stuff a little bit so now we were just bursting with emotion. If we were sober and normal, smart people, we would probably have a nice kiss or something else innocent like that. BUT NO. We almost wrecked our relationship because of what I did.
I'm not gonna go into detail but I will say that my hand went somewhere that it probably shouldn't have and that was that. It happened. When we woke up hours later, we were wearing no clothes and didn't have any memory of what happened. The only reason I know ll of this is because it's all coming back to me now.
ANYWAYS, my point is, don't mix alcohol with relationships. It really never ends well and what happened today is one of my biggest mistakes ever. Really, stay away from alcohol in general if you're underage. It's dangerous stuff.