mialia
August 30th, 2014, 11:36 AM
This is really hard to describe but I'll try my best?
Basically I'm unsure about what parts of my mind are actually me and what parts aren't.
For example when I'm feeling an emotion, I'm not sure if I'm actually feeling it or not? Because I don't know if my mind has just made it up.
Ugh it's really confusing not knowing who I am, and whenever I try and delve into it I go all fuzzy-headed.
I don't even know if this is real me typing this or lying over-exaggerated me.
I just don't understand and it's causing a crisis in my mind.
Basically I'm unsure about what parts of my mind are actually me and what parts aren't.
For example when I'm feeling an emotion, I'm not sure if I'm actually feeling it or not? Because I don't know if my mind has just made it up.
Ugh it's really confusing not knowing who I am, and whenever I try and delve into it I go all fuzzy-headed.
I don't even know if this is real me typing this or lying over-exaggerated me.
I just don't understand and it's causing a crisis in my mind.