centropede
August 27th, 2014, 05:07 PM
Let's start with that i'm 15 (almost 16) years old gay (probably not on all 100%) and i would like to hear a solution on how to forget someone you like.
Ah, i have no idea with what to start.
I have problems with forgetting the people.
Like one guy from UniCon (Cosplays, gaming, games, stuff), he was a bit taller than me, beautiful eyes (The ones that make you melt from inside) and he was just handsome. An yes, i melt inside when i saw him in pikachu outfit, ahahaaa, adorable. And he had that light aura (Yes i believe in them), he was almost shining. Of course i didn't say anything, i'm shy, with self-confident problems, and i thought it would just be dumb if i would stop and say "Hello, im me, what's your name, are you gay?" Haha, that would be really weird and i would never do that. Ok, anyways. I can't forget him, help. i don't know his name or anything, but if i ever see him again, i will make friends with him,it might be the fate.
And why am I asking about this is because the same happened again, now in a camp (just got back from it). Bwaaah, the same thing, beautiful eyes, he had a bit the same-type haircut, not 100% the same, but looked like it. He was like my height. Started to think about him only on the last day or 2.
Their smile... aaaah
I didn't make friends with any of them or talk with them, but i like them, is that because of how they look? I don't know their names or anything.
I don't know what is happening.
Did i mention everything? Dunno. I have like crush on them, but i don't even know them, why... I want this to stop.
Maybe i just want someone with me, stop being alone. I don't know.
Any help will be appreaciated. Even stories related to this or anything...
I have the same feeling as i had when i had my 1st boy-crush, that feeling when i really like someone but i know that nothing will ever happen. Got depressed, but now i was ok, but i feel like its starting again.
Ah, i have no idea with what to start.
I have problems with forgetting the people.
Like one guy from UniCon (Cosplays, gaming, games, stuff), he was a bit taller than me, beautiful eyes (The ones that make you melt from inside) and he was just handsome. An yes, i melt inside when i saw him in pikachu outfit, ahahaaa, adorable. And he had that light aura (Yes i believe in them), he was almost shining. Of course i didn't say anything, i'm shy, with self-confident problems, and i thought it would just be dumb if i would stop and say "Hello, im me, what's your name, are you gay?" Haha, that would be really weird and i would never do that. Ok, anyways. I can't forget him, help. i don't know his name or anything, but if i ever see him again, i will make friends with him,it might be the fate.
And why am I asking about this is because the same happened again, now in a camp (just got back from it). Bwaaah, the same thing, beautiful eyes, he had a bit the same-type haircut, not 100% the same, but looked like it. He was like my height. Started to think about him only on the last day or 2.
Their smile... aaaah
I didn't make friends with any of them or talk with them, but i like them, is that because of how they look? I don't know their names or anything.
I don't know what is happening.
Did i mention everything? Dunno. I have like crush on them, but i don't even know them, why... I want this to stop.
Maybe i just want someone with me, stop being alone. I don't know.
Any help will be appreaciated. Even stories related to this or anything...
I have the same feeling as i had when i had my 1st boy-crush, that feeling when i really like someone but i know that nothing will ever happen. Got depressed, but now i was ok, but i feel like its starting again.